Miss Contrary

i lived for the moment.

2009-08-24T16:11:00.000+08:00

I WANNA CHANGE LINK!

tick tock

2009-08-22T18:42:00.001+08:00

is 15 hours enuff to cover form 1.2.3 for one subject?

i'm studying.

2009-08-21T13:47:00.001+08:00

and im going hardcore. >;)

2009-08-18T23:34:00.002+08:00

ZOE I NOW OFFICIALLY KNOW HOW YOU FEEL ABOUT AHEM AHEM.
AND THAT FEELING SUCKS. LOL.

gosh pixie is damn awesome.

Boy, you dangerous.

2009-08-17T16:09:00.004+08:00

so, finally, IM STUDYING ;D;D;D;D;D;D
I felt so motivated in the shower just now i wanted to just run out and do revision! :D

Why?

because i was starting to imagine how good life will be after i get my good results, i will go out as much as i want without feeling guilty, i imagined how next year i could go into a good class and when i grow up i get to fulfill my dreams of living the lifestyle of the rich and famous :D

HAHAHHHAA

no seriously, i just feel like being smart right now, that im starting to get mad everytime i get ONE question wrong. its just my maths needs alot alot alot of practice. and my Sejarah and Geografi, and im done :D

THATS IT ESTHER TAN, ;D
YOURE GONNA LOOK AT THIS POST EVERYDAY AND SAY TO YOURSELF,

I AM SMART enough to sit for PMR.

so study! :D:D:D:D

just think of the future, and get this crap over with.
Malaysia's education system already sucks,
and if i fail my PMR, it means i suck so much more than malaysia's education system.
which directly means, im so stupid even half of Paris Hilton is much smarter than me.
wait, she's not dumb, shes just blond but anywayyyy.

heh.

well today was funny.
starting off with I WASNT EVEN SUPPOSED TO GO SCHOOL BUT I DID IT ANYWAY . WHY?!
CAUSE OF MISS ** *****, OUR BELOVED SCHOOL SWEETHEART. UGH.
AND THE WORST PART, ITS THAT
SHE
DID EVERYTHING ALREADY D;
WTFSHITBBQCRAPBULLSHIT.

SHEESH.

but the day got better eventually (:
pn liew came stomping in as usual.
well actually i dont think she's actually stomping, its just the way she walks.
supposed to decorate the class but nobody brought anything
oh yes, did i mention,

ONLY 14 (very bright and awesome) PEOPLE CAME. D;
the absentees include the infamous M.I.A's, Zoe Lim Shu Mei, Anusha Mary Joseph,
Max Gan Kian Yi and the recent addition, Melvin Cheah Jen Wai.

READ IT PEOPLE AND REMEMBER THOSE NAMES.

xD

Kuru and gang went INC as usual. very surprised Julian was in school, hahha

anyhhoo~
luckily they decided to cancel perhimpunan.
and meanwhile i realised how many days are left till the red letter day.
D:
so when i was changing the numbers on the big yellow board,
miss karmun gave me the small card to put in the big sized holder.
so when i put it in,
i realised it was too small, WE PUT IN THE WRONG ONE ):

was having panic attacks when we couldnt take it out cause it was way in.
but thank goodness for hairclips :D

~~~~~~~~.;';.~~~~~~~~

today;s interesting topic is Andrew and the pandas

i didnt know what happened but later on the day i ended up drawing samples of badges, with panda's on it..

i called Andrew, instead of looking at me he turned and looked at the opposite side and went ' what? O.o'

so i called him again and again he thought the sound was coming from the other side of class, so he turned and " WHAT? who is that?"

the girls got annoyed xD

then after a minute of laughing session, i called for one last time, AND FINALLY

HE LOOKED THE CORRECT WAY,

HAAHHAHA.
hilarious la i tell you, i even got tammy laughing :D

Quote from Victor: *washing fan* *puts on cutesy tone* awww, princess Samuel needs a holiday in the Bahamas cause he cant take something something something,

but i tell you it was funnayh. xD

Mockings:

*hello Sam, you waanna go out or something?"

Sorry i cant, ive got my facial at 5 and i need to anti age myself back 10 years cause i look like a 90 year old hag......... dot dot

HAHAHAHA, who knew washing fans would be so entertaining,

ohohoh!

Ernest : aiya use ur corn leaves and wipe the fan lah Victor.LOL

even with Zoe not in class, we could definitely feel the presence, thanks to Ernest for being very Zoe-Like . (;

and brainstorming ideas for badges with andrew is very interesting indeed. hahahahahahhahahahaaa

his panda looks like he's wearing diapers. xD

anywayyy~ i wanna take a nap now cause i just found out i have this zuper comfortable giant blanket that makes me feel like a baby when i sleep in it. ^^ AAAAAHHHHHHHHH.

but before that, heres some Panda Humor :D

and my personal favourite (:

you are the guy id be stupid to trust

So Sally Can Wait.

2009-08-15T17:55:00.002+08:00

i have so many things to say, but i dont know how.

oh dear~

oh dear~

2009-08-13T13:49:00.002+08:00

pretty crappy day.
i feel screwed up, messed up .

*its not like someone sat down with me and explained to me what i was supposed to do,
im trying to fulfill my responsibilities,
its not that im not trying,
i have so many things going on right now,
i have a life out here too you know,
you could at least be a bit more considerate as the older one,
i have trials in a few weeks and its important to me,
i need time to study.
you never tell me anything,
and you do things that apparently is my responsibility and you turn back and say you have done so many things on behalf of myself.
i just got this **** not less than a month ago,
am i suppose to look like a genius to you?
am i supposed to know everything within that time?
if so, go look for a robot, dont look for me.
im not perfect, i need your guidance, but apparently youre not guiding me, youre just nagging the things that i did not know i had to do,
my parents hate it when i have to stay back for everything.
you just think that when you become one of that, you have to put your whole life into it?
i dont mind that,
its just i would really appreciate it if u were more considerate.
just give me time till after PMR and then i could put in my whole life into this.

im trying to do what youre asking me to,
the first assignment you gave me,
not that i couldnt carry it out,
i didnt get the teamwork and cooperation from everyone
im always doing work when youre not there,
youre never there to see
so what now?

*******************

i sometimes dont think you actually respect me as **** ********
you think that youre on the **** **** as ** ?
No youre not,
you dont just run along and make ********* for me like as if youre **********
you dont respect my ********* and you love to take ***** .
not to mention how you ****-** to all the ****** and ** *****

i sometimes regret what i did on that day.
i shouldve just shut up.
leave you be.

ive done alot to get here,
and i wont let you **** ** from me.
and p/s, youre not the frigging ****** ******* ********!
youre THE FREAKING *********

if you think its YOU im talking about, it means u have just admitted that youre a *****.

im sad. and dissapointed.

so what are real friends?

bye.

Just enjoy the show

2009-08-12T23:03:00.003+08:00

SABREENA ,

shall discuss the naming this saturday!
gosh they've been nameless since, FOREVER D:
and and i saw the email already
i got no time to practice! D:

got trials coming and i need to charge my brains with chapters of crap.
RAWR.

send my regards to Sasha please, thanks :D *wave*

close your eyes and count to 3

2009-08-12T11:24:00.002+08:00

okay, i really suck at staying focused. theres just a few weeks left to trials
and i have so many chapters to study
there is no time at all
and here i am, blogging , facebooking my ass off.
gosh i need someone to drag me away from the computer real quick.

told Melvin to wake me up when he wakes up.
i ended up going back to sleep. -__-
but i woke up early anyways,
so now i dont know if i want to go to school for the inter-club games.
should i? or should i just stay home and study?
okay, im gonna go study now. ><

KEEP FOCUSING AND STAY DETERMINED ESTHER TAN JEN CHZE. PLEASEEEE

anyhoo, i updated my facebook with a lot of pictures.

www.facebook.com/esthertanjenchze

Tagged by Toilet Boy ;D hahahha

2009-08-11T21:05:00.003+08:00

USING ONLY ONE WORD!

It's not as easy as you might think!

Copy and change the answers to suit you and pass it on.

It's really hard to only use one word answers.

Be sure to tag the person you received it from.

1. Where is your cell phone?

Bag

2. Your significant other?

Around.

3. Your hair?

Better.

4. Your favourite thing?

Guitar

5.Your dream last night?

good.

6. Your favourite drink?

water

7. Your dream/goal?

Design.

8. What room you are in?

zoe's

9. Your hobby?

Laughing :D

10. Your fear?

Exams

11. Where do you want to be in 6 years?

College

12. Where were you last night?

Neverland.

13. Muffins?

YAY.

14. Wishlist item?

Postpaid

15. Where you grew up?

Home.

16. Last thing you did?

MuaChi

17. What are you wearing?

Librarian's

18. Your TV?

home

19. Your pets?

Zoe.

20. Friends?

Alive O:

21. Your life?

HAHAHAH

22. Your mood?

Swinging~

23. Missing someone?

Melvin says :Yeah! (HOR MISSING WHO AH. HAHAH)

nope.

24. Car?

Unbought.

25. Something you're not wearing?

Melvin says :G-string. (sure anot? xD)

Dustbin

.26. Your favorite store?

ForeverPureGiopadinoMilk21
(Puremilk + Padini + Giordano + Forever 21)

27. Your favorite color?

transparent

28. When was the last time you laughed?

now

29. Last time you cried?

then

30. Who will resend this?

ZOE. >;)

31. One place that I go to over and over?
His-Profile

32. One person who emails me regularly?

Facebook

33. Favorite place to eat?

Imaginary.

I tag :

Marco Polo
Zoe's Dad
Melvin's Mum
Ronald McDonalds great Grandson
Sabreena's cat, Sasha ..Mawr.
OBAMA O;
the future crab guru

2009-08-09T22:09:00.001+08:00

YUUUHOOO..

MY YOUTUBE ACCOUNT IS ALIVE.

JENZ1794

why JENZ?

because my name is Esther Tan Jen Chze, the Chze is pronounced as Zee.
and 17 is my birthday. 94 is the year.

hahaha

GOT VIDEOS FROM INTERACT INSTALLATION.

VIDEO QUALITY IS GOOD SO NO WORRIES! (:

COME SEE OKAY

CLICK!

2009-08-09T21:03:00.002+08:00

1.Besides your lips, where is your favorite spot to get kissed?
the cheek i suppose?

2. How did you feel when you woke up this morning?
when can i go back to sleep again?

3. Who was the last person/people you took photo with?
Karmun :D

4. Would you consider yourself spoilt?
nonononono.

5. Will you ever donate blood?
only to Barney.

6. Have you ever had a best friend of the opposite sex?
yeah.

7. Do you want someone to be dead?
OH YES BABY. xD

8. What does your last message say?
Yea! Cool yo. Like an Ice in a fridge, cool. HAHhhaha

9. What are you thinking right now?
What excuse can i make up to not go school.. xD

10. Do you want someone to be with you right now?
not really, im having my own personal time. with Barney x)

11. What was the time you went to bed last night?
12 something. hahah and i thought Melvin was ******** *** HAHAHA

12. Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now?
its at night, im a bout to sleep. so im wearing the long sleeved librarians tee shirt. xD

13. Is someone in your mind right now?
yep.

14. Who was the last person who text you?
Sabreena (:

Tag 10 "lucky" people do this quiz.
1. Melvin (for fun!)
2. PohWei
3. Karmun
4. Sabreena
5. Aileen
6. Andrew
7. WeiNian
8. Poh Wei.
9. Amanda Huang
10. Amanda Soh

15. Who is number two having a relationship with?
photography. XD

16. Is number 3 a male or female?
Female.

17. If number 7 and number 1 get together will it be good?
wow. what a couple. XD

18. What is number 1 studying?
Sejarah, yes, i know. xD

19. Is number 4 single?
She;s mine! :D

20. Say something about number 6.
PINK. x)

21. What you think of number 3 and number 6 being together?
wont happen. cause number six is too occupied with 2 others. HAHAHA

22. Describe number 9.
Adorable (:

23. Do you like number 8?
Yeap yeap, she's very funnay. xD

i need an update on life.

2009-08-06T22:46:00.004+08:00

so the Interact Installation was nice (:

the dressing room was funny.
with the people in it.
so Christopher was changing, thank you SiewMeng for blocking :D
Jia Tern enlightened me on "how to open a soya bean bottle 101. "
i was truly, fascinated, and felt dumb at the same time.
Kuru started spraying his cologne of some sort around the room and at me,
and of course, sprayed back with mah Rexona >;) yea in the end i realised i was suffocating, literally, i had to run down to get some (rather polluted) fresh air :X

went to the P.A room and was given the golden opportunity to press.
the
big
red
wait
it was green.
button O:

for da curtains (;
and Victor was ever so happy to be able to capture the moment when he could press.
the
big
GREEN
button O:
hahaha

the performances were pretty awesome, WENJUN U ROCK. :D
wait wait, MY performance sucked :D
sucked sucked sucked sucked sucked.
the mics would retardedly go off halfway. and
i realised on that very morning that my cough and sorethroat did not go away.
and duh, my voice was already deeply affected.

>< so the performance was bad . to me,..

had to use my throat voice all the way.
cause i knew if used my stomach voice, i would either

a) cough like a mad frog
b) shriek and go entirely off pitch.

reminds me of that song we used in choir for vocal warm ups

"coughs , and sneezes, colds and bad catarrh's..
singers find these things a pain,
feed a cold, they say,
starve a fever, and you'll be right as rain"

:D

it amazes me how LOUD the audience were. .__.
that really raised my spirits (:

And ernest came along today and said.

"Esther they want you to perform for hari KoKo."

and i replied instantly : its either theyre being sarcastic or theyre just seriously, joking.

i think they were being sarcastic (: I SUCKED. ah well.. the lunch was pretty good. similar to librarian's installation, except that interactors had better drinks (: aahhhhhhh im so lazy to bloggg lah wei. im so sleepy and anusha aint online yet @.@

OH WENT SHOPPING THE OTHER DAYYY ;D bought an awesome looking piece of.. uh. uh. i dunno how to explain, its like a.. scarf? wait no. aiya it looks like this its like a jacket? but no sleeves and its off shoulder actually..

AND WOOHOO PADINI WAS ON SALEEEEE

and i lub lub lub this picture, somehow. hahaa

Tata~

Finally smiling on the inside (:

2009-07-27T18:02:00.002+08:00

hello :D

so this week was okay i guess?
i shall blog about things under a few titles.
i like to keep things organised, you know?

sooo..

first up,

Interhouse Volleyball Competition.

GO GREEN BABY.
sadly, when we were almost going to win.
at game point, that last chance to win and get into finals.
the friggin ball didnt go over the net. -__-'
well at least we're third. i think o.o

Leo's 30th Installation

the theme this year was Green Beyond the Ordinary.
well, though i didnt really see much relevant things to the theme other than the tree and the non-woven bags hanging on the doors, i guess it was pretty good that we supported that cause?
there was so little people compared to all the other installation;s ive been to.
all because we cant invite people from other schools.
i could rant and debate about why cant we invite other Leo's from other schools for a whole day but no point, ill end up making myself even more angrier.. since the reason is so redundant and stupid.
i tell you taman sea is gonna go no where if we're not open enough. -__-'
so the performances.. ahh..
GO SZE TING! :D

*melvin, its called choreography (pronounced koreography) hahaha

dance was good.
but the performance by YuJie and Vania was abit .... off.
Vania was good, it was just the... hahah
oh well, VANIA you rock! :D

the bands were awesome, Enrico's voice, AWESOME. REALLY sounded like Pierre Bouvier from SP :D

and the hot attics, with good song choices got me head banging and cheering like a mad person
hahaha

Daniel's was very calm and peaceful.. so soothing :D

the last dance was supah awesome!
damn hot okay.
overall i guess it was enjoyable (:
and i realised alot of guys look damn hot when they usually dont. i think its the attire, no?

MPS - Minggu Pusat Sumber

Theme: Greek Mythology.

interact with the infamous Gods and Goddesess from ancient Greece.
and let them tell you their story. (:

well i think this years is sooooooo much better than last year's Japanese Culture.
LAST YEARS SUCKED WEi.
when the other clubs and societies joined together last year, they didnt make it into a japanese culture exhibition, they made a market.
-__-'
mad expensive photostated black and white anime drawings at RM 5 per piece omg. and it wasnt even that nice.
screaming here and all.
and the sushi, omg, its not called sushi, its called. ayam brand tuna mayo plus failed vinegar rice and normal low grade snack seaweed.

so memang last year was suckish.
but this year. much better. its fun, and the ambience is damn nice,
the only turn off was that people kept making the pillars fall down one by one.
DISASTROUS.
but the movie screening, which Riyal really enjoyed due to the kinky sex scenes, was pretty good,
i can never get sick of watching Troy (;

and there were PILLOWS :'D
so cute.

and i as the self-hired photographer, skipped the whole day of class :P
eh, please, without me there wont be any good pictures okay! LOL.

thank Goodness i brought mah charger, if not, die. since wei nian's camera ran flat dead half way..

JanYi rocks at slutty poses but she doesnt look slutty or bimbo or watever.
it actually fits her. ahhaha as Hera, the Goddess of uh.. heaven ah?

AND omg Zeus ( Calvin Yap) is such a horny God. HAHAHA
he fucks everything that moves. including animals, so ive heard.
he effed his sister/wife, Hera.
INCEST man,
and ate his children. ._.

but i think Calvin suits Zeus. no not because he;s horny -__-
ahhaha cause he actually HAS well shaped arms with muscles, like greeks.
if only there was someone who was buffer. hahahha

and my favourite among them all

mr ONG WAI PHUN

as...

APHRODITE THE GODDESS OF LOVE. HAHAHAHAH

seriously, he;s so sexy (;
so seductive, with the armpit hair HAHHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA

Achilles is Neil Liew
Hercules is Le On
Xing Yao is um.. Hermes ? i dunno lah
amanda phuah i dunno.

hahaha
go check it out tmn seaians! :D

2009-07-23T17:41:00.004+08:00

HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY

TANRENCHII

AND

TANJENWEI (:

have an awesome official 15th!

and Daniel Radcliffe. -.-

perspectives.

2009-07-22T20:46:00.003+08:00

haha, sad to say, failed Leo's audition *many thanks to Mr Flu and Mr. Sore throat. (:
sorry Josiah, wasted your time D:
on a brighter note, Interact's Audition was much better, i felt more comfortable as i knew more people there, like chia sing and neil and kuru and audrey (:
*yes i feel less tensed with Interactor(s) then when i am with Leo(s). hahah
and SORRY josiah AGAIN. Ernest go and drag him along =='
pretty good comments i guess?
thank goodness my voice was less nasal. :D

now everything depends on monday ><
VOLLEYBALL MATCH OFFICIALLY STARTS TOMORROW BABY.
wish us all luck ((:
and good job yellow team in netball, *applause
a game well played, my screaming was worth it, no matter what! :D

and go GREEN! they won by a mark :D
im pretty neutral here. :D
i support yellow becauseeeee
because i love orange :P
yellow is the closest colour to orange, dont contradict me! ):

its in my soul.

2009-07-21T16:52:00.003+08:00

youtubed just now to find if someone recorded the dance for installation.
and two people did! :'D

heres one from yuenhee

and the other one;s from nicky's friend i think.

from left : pui ling, richard, michelle,Wai Zhung , me, Nicky, Karmun, Ting Kai, Joan

COMMENT COMMENT. hahaha

yellow gumdrops and purple jam :D

2009-07-15T18:04:00.002+08:00

whooh~ syok sendiri Drama session was zuper funnayh.
we copied stuff from Whose Line is it Anyway!

like the foreign film dub & Irish drinking song
hahaha

*hey look its a fish. it looks like adri from here. hmm..

really fun. imagine the whole thing with Jit Sun and Neil and everyone else,
it would definitely be the funniest drama session. xD

* i am so addicted to sorority life on facebook.

volleyball today was pretty cool.
played with the guys and i kena spiked on my thigh by um.. i think it was Vinser . ouch. hahah ><

Gerald can REALLY spike. LOL but he shout so much. xD

wee han was very frustrated everytime he tried to smash the ball over the net and this guy (who seriously has fantastic hand-eye coordination) kept blocking his ball. hahahhahah

hmm.. im gonna go, study? omgosh. i dont even wanna know when trials is. ><

bye. (:

Mesmerize me.

2009-07-13T22:55:00.002+08:00

of librarian's new t-shirt,

my best friend's birthday,

sasha! x)

and surprises.

all coming up. (soon, i hope)

promises

2009-07-10T14:22:00.003+08:00

tomorrow's Sabreena's Birthday.
and thanks to mum i cant go
i feel so.. guilty. the birthday she planned for me, after days and all those work.
did i mention i cried on that day?
she did so much and here i am, letting her plan everything and i cant even go
AHHHHHHHHHHDSAFOSADHFHF!@$@!%$#&#%@&^$&@$%^$3.
its only a friggin movie night , WHATS THE FRIGGIN BIG DEAL?!!!!!
i wish i could just freaking kill her.
ITS NOT LIKE WE'RE GONNA HAVE A KILLING SPREE RIGHT
AND WHAT DIFF WILL THAT FEW HOURS MAKE. ITS NOT LIKE I COULD BECOME A GENIUS RIGHT
OMG LA SERIOUSLY
EFFEFFEFFYOU.

URGHRUGIHGHHAWERTPWE12314@!#$#!@%$^!#$^%$@%@#%@#%$

and tomorrow will be the worst day of my life.
got guilt? well i do.

bye.

2009-07-09T23:19:00.002+08:00

i had goosebumps when i saw the figure.
gives you the chill down your spine, for those of you who only saw the picture, that was nothing.
the video is the real deal man.

do you Believe in ghosts/spirits ?

the video doesnt look edited so.. well why dont you try and make a rational explanation?

(:

R.I.P Michael Jackson, we know Neverland will forever be your home.

2009-07-09T22:30:00.002+08:00

someday we'll know, if love can move a mountain,
someday we'll know, why the sky is blue.
and someday we'll know, why i wasnt meant for you.

is true love once in a lifetime?
its ironic how many young couples we have nowadays.
is that true love as they say it is?
or is it just us teens, wanting to experience ... love?
for the fun of it?

to me its just so ironic.
so i should go and figure it out.

2009-07-07T23:42:00.001+08:00

the thing i hate about you is that you think sorry can cover up for the things you do.

of street jazz and popping.

2009-07-01T22:27:00.002+08:00

they finally learnt the first song! :'D
which is 1:23 minutes. oh well,
*clapclapclapclapclap

and it actually doesnt look that bad.
anyway the whole point is just to have fun,but hopefully the whole thing would look okay.
my choreography options were really narrowed down due to the hardness of the moves so it would be hard for them to learn.but i think it looks pretty good?

i dont know.
i wanna do a dance using street jazz and popping as the main styles.
i have no idea how i picked up the dance styles.
apparently im flexible?? O.O
yea cause, filled with fats. im very very wobbly.
mmhmm.

anyway. already started with Silly Boy. seriously, super catchy song to dance to.
heavy beats so yea, i like it.
we only have two more days.
another 1:23 minutes to go.
well, wish us luck?
i have to learn how to teach in slow motion.
i keep forgetting the dance moves everytime i slow down. Lol

anyway found this channel on youtube and seriously, these guys are awesomeaticallycool la wei.

i shall pick up a few moves from them.

i know, its weird to think that a girl as fat as me can actually dance.
ugh.

goodnight and goodbye :D

Sighs.

2009-06-30T15:11:00.002+08:00

NEW SKIN (30TH JUNE 09)
pretty simple.
not much effort put into this .
cause i have no time already.
ive got a million things to do and i just got into a fight with my mum.
installation performances are at stake and pmr is near,

could my life get any worse?

i cant believe u call yourself an adult.

2009-06-29T18:03:00.002+08:00

today was a pretty bummed out day for the librarians.
I feel sorry for Pn.Zaini.
she had to go thru so many complaints and arguments.

just want to rant about something before i really explode.

please lah, you know youre a hypocrite.
you dont like anyone unless theyre the people from your league.
you just love to criticize others, look down on others.
cut us some slack will ya?
i think you are the type of person that many would look up to.
but seriously sometimes i dont know how you live, criticizing, downgrading everyone.
as if you were a sadist.
what youre doing is seriously so immature.
you look so nice and good in front of everyone. but behind their backs
you complain, and stab their backs so badly.
your ego is bigger than the size of the planet you know that?
whats the big deal if we see another person before going to you?
you feel disrespected i assume?
i dont get you at all.
you really think youre "it all" eh?
you know i totally lost my appetite (which is not entirely a bad thing, hahah) listening to you talking bad about us when youre only sitting a few seats away. GOD.

tegfileakusccckohalouy!!!!! ogurnbnillehhalitbhcmcbuoyuiwshiuiedonw!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

well you can live in that kind of world doing things like that but dont drag us in with you.

thanks.

2009-06-27T22:55:00.000+08:00

ugh. my rc loaded. but im so lazy to hack it.

brrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr~

2009-06-27T15:56:00.002+08:00

dance practice was very productive today. (:

heeeee~
im dead tired now and my shoulders feel like big chunk of rocks.
tomorrow is Danielle's Smexy 17th birthday lunch.

Zoe's in camppppp AGAIN. and im so sorry i couldnt make it. ):

OOOOH IM SO HAPPY the television broke so we have another LCD flat screen tee vee :D:D:D:D:D:D

shit installation is in like 7 days.

i tak larat nak post long long la.
i think im like twittering on blogger.

so many people are dying this week.

its the week of death O:

so i came to a conclusion that.. Armageddon doesnt need to happen because so many people are dying already and also considering the fact that women nowadays are having negative thoughts about having children.

ahhh. i just wanna at least drive to a beach far far away in a nice spacious Lexus car.
then i can die in peace :D

i LOVE lexus cars. not the SUVs.
i think theyre so sleek and sexy . very futuristic design. well, some of them ..

so now i want a lexus ls460 and a mini cooper SE.
i dont like to dream of having ferrari /lamborghini / alfa romeo sports cars. (tho i do kinda like alfa romeo)
sports cars are like pretty women and handsome men, everyone wants it.
so youll never know when someones gonna steal it away.
howww sadddddd.

well anyway. im off to rest.

byebye. OH
i made my lips look fatter. LOL

2009-06-26T22:23:00.000+08:00

i dont know what came over me today.

Lifes a thriller.

2009-06-26T10:18:00.003+08:00

Michael Jackson, aged 50 died on thursday. Shocking much?

to read about this click here.

hmm.. now arent those children happy..

and i cant believe i blogged about him. hahahhaa

2009-06-24T21:41:00.001+08:00

)':

oh sweetheart put the bottle down.

2009-06-23T13:00:00.010+08:00

my miss kenny G. (':
friends for 5 years (:

For Iman's Fabulous Fifteen, we all went to Sunway Lagoon (for the second time, same occasion (; ) i remember the last time we (Iman, Sabreena, Sam and I) went there.. At that time i think they only had the amusement park, water park and dry park? or is amusement park and dry park the same thing? hahha i dunno.
this time we (Sabreena, Iman, Sam,SiewHo, Joshua and I) went there, there was a few additional parks.. the infamous Scream Park and the eXtreme park. :D

so here was how it went..
In the morning (well, afternoon actually...) went to Sab's first.
SASHA GREWWWWWWWWWWWWW.but she was still as cute as ever its funny when i ask whre sasha is and she said.

" aih, she's bringing in more leaves again. "

HAHAHA. then i turned my head and there she was, on the ground, playing with the leaf.
and everytime the door opens, she gets ready like Hunter from L4D to pounce and run out. hahahaha
i tell you if you think you know what cute means, u aint seen nothin yet.
we were waiting for her bro to send us there..
meanwhile, sab's mum treated me some durian :P

then Iman called and told us she had bought ticks for all the parks. @.@
and i looked at what we were wearing and we really looked over-dressed for the parks.
thankfully, i left my "Cultivate Curiosity and Interest" T-shirt at sab's a loooong time ago.. so we went and get it and i just realised that sab screams everytime her family members are seen without a shirt on. (FOR THE GUYS ONLY LA DUH.)
lol.

so anyway we left at around.. 12 something? i forgot.

a little random sentence from that day " uh uh... we are at ... the ROAD lah. yeala, that road.. yeayea.. there the traffic light there. uh yeala you know.. over there lah."

(;

okay we finally reached and saw iman in a cheery bright orange outfit. hahha
Josh and Siew Ho were buying credit..
so meanwhile we did what we had to do. Take pictures!

iman's camera is sho cute. xD

we were waiting for sam in the end. so in the mean time we went for a bite.
at Old Town..

talk talk talk and stuff
and finally, sam reached, so we walked back to sunway lagoon.
we firstly went to the scream park ticket booth and our tags got upgraded to a red one :D
the 'show' which is what they call it was 2.30 so we had some time go on some rides...

entered and to start off the day we sat on theeeeeeee. Lost City of Gold roller coaster or something liddat.
i had more guts this time, felt adventurous. hahahha
the ride was ticklish. hhaaha . and the picture of us on the ride was HILARIOUS.
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAH.
Josh and Siewho were like having a nice conversation looking at each other, smiling and you can see us, the girls, with terrified faces as if our hearts were about to jump out anytime. hahahah
although Sam still has the trophy for most hilarious face on the ride from a few years ago.. hahahhahaha
we love you sammy (:

then it was the .. uh.. teacup ride ah?
we just felt random and since we had time, we went and we fit all of us into one cup. it was squishy but oh well, at that time only two teacups were occupied. hahah.
started spinning and siewho got pening. lol

and when we got off everyone couldnt walk straight. hahahahaha.

then Iman, Siew Ho and Josh went for the Tomahawk ride. hahahaha
it was hilarious cause Iman screamed so loud i think she was the only one screaming. hahahahhahahahahhahaha

after that we uh.... went to the uh...... i think it was the flume ride isit? got the snake one and you'll get wet. the last time i went i was scared. LOL.
some bad memories from when i was a kid. haha
but i wanted to go so badly this time!
so we did. i sat in front thinking that it was the safest (avoid getting the wettest) sab in the middle and josh at the back.
sab and I were so worried about or shoes. cause they cant get wet or they'll spoil..

hahha.. at the end the thing was like going up, and to avoid joshua being squashed to death, i held on to that pole thing and sab held on to me and yeahhh.
it was SO SLOW LAH. i hung on and finally the thing reached the top and went down and i could finally let go..
at that point i couldnt feel my fingers :S

and i didnt scream . LOL. i even asked sab why she was screaming. hahahah

apparently, Iman Sam and SiewHo were singing Time of my Life during the ride.
but we couldnt hear anything, we only heard.

EEAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

that was it. LOL.

after the ride, it was 2.30. just right.
so we went into scream park, with mr siewho, all cool and stuff, not afraid of anything in front. and the girls in the middle.
Josh ended up behind siewho -____-!
lol.
i was standing behind Iman. closing my eyes when i knew something was gonna come out.
the sound that those people made were like the sound of Smokers from l4D. LOL.

before we entered. we stopped to see a little snippet of some horror thing. IT HAD NOTHING TO DO WITH WHAT WE WERE ABOUT TO SEE INSIDE.
super random lah.
went in to the first room. we were given 3D glasses . and inside was like an exhibition with demon faces and stuff. wasnt scary.

before that we had to walk across this moving bridge with spiral illusions on the wall.
the illusion was supposed to make us feel as if we were walking a lonnnnnngggg way.
once inside we could hear something like a big baloon popping and doors slamming.

as we walked i was hanging on to iman xD she screamed, i stoned. LOL.
there was once where this thing suddenly came out and scared us and iman, terrified, shrieked and RANNN. and at that moment i was holding her hoodie and i kinda pulled her back and it was HILARIOUS because Iman was still trying to run . OMG . im laughing so badly as im typing right now..

ahhh. i think the most scariest was the Prison Break one. because the lights were flashing like crap, and i couldnt actually see the way, and sometimes u could see this 'ghost' next to you and the next minute he's gone. loll..

and the randomest thing was that, in the middle of all that freakiness, we saw a little girl holding a teddy bear, .___. LOL.

finally it was the night at the museum thing. so stupid. i didnt see any relevance to Natm 2. the only thing that was similar was the Akhmunrah guy. lol.
while me and Sab started mocking him at the part where he says he's back from the dead and stuff. lol XD

okay so we finally got out and i had no idea why my legs felt weak. O.O
haha.
went and get some drinks which was seriously damn expensive.
as if i asked for coke in a 20 carat gold cup..

a random snippet of the day. : Eh where to eat?
come lets eat at poh kong.
SURE. hmm i wonder what to order.
Uh.. the Golden Platter!
LOL, eh do you like the carrot (carat) dishes over there?
*silence*
OH. HAHAHAHAHHAHA!!!

anyway, after that we went to eXtreme park! :D
the first thing we did was the Target Shooting.
im not bad. got 6 accurate shots over 20 :P
EH, THE AVERAGE IS ABOUT 7-8 OKAY.
hahahhahah

neeways after THAT, we tried the trampoline thing. it was funny that the whole thing was just to let u jump up and down. LOL.

it was fun. but kinda pain towards the end. hahahahaha

neeway after that we went for the ATV thing. SUPER FUN. i is in love with it.
we had to wear these hair nets which made us look tremendously funny.
the one i rode on was number 17 :D (yeala, sengaja choose wan,)
it was super fast lah, so hard to control -___-.
u just press it a little tad bit and the thing goes VROOOM. i wonder how fast itll be if i pressed it all the way. :3
well siew ho did, he almost died. hahaha

then we went for the kayak-ing.
i partnered Sam.
and so we started off pretty well..
we ended up quite far and in the end, when we thought we could control the thing,
we couldnt kayak back.
HAHAHAHAHHAHA
so funny i tell you. we tried turning but ended up turning too much. and we would always go the wrong way, (not by choice btw,) in the end we were in the middle and i said.

i guess were stuck here, huh?

YEAP.

hahhahahaha but i dont know how eventually we made it! :D
hahahaha it was really funny, i wanted to cry.
after that we um.. i think it was the flying fox that was next / last.
we climbed the stairs and got up there. only to have these biyatches cut our line. (except the guys since they reached earlier)
so we had to walk across the bridge.
few moments later siewho and josh came. they said they closed the flying fox already.
sad.
SiewHo was kinda afraid of heights. :X
kesian.

hahahah.
reached the end and went to T.G.I's for dinner.

had tonnes of fun
Thank you iman for the very very fun outing.
hope you enjoyed urself as much as how we enjoyed it. (;

Have a Very happy fifteenth :D

OKAY. PICTURES. (;

finally found a way back, xD

OKAY. PICTURES. (;

scream park O:

Sammieee (:

i so pro right, can fit everyone :P

hahaha got the pro looks..

Siew Ho with his infamous pose. LOL.

on the trampoline thing..

HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA THIS PICTURE IS HILARIOUS. XD

Camwhore -ing attempt 1.

Camwhore-ing attempt 2.

LOL.

sam ! :D

Joshuaaaaaa :D

Iman (:

on the bridge (:

heeeee x)

orange blast slush

blueberry slush

fried mac and cheese!

buffalo wings

chicken fingers

Lamb Chop.

Lamb Chop close up.

yeap. he's eating a lemon.

Sizzling Chicken with cheese.

Sizzling chicken with shrimps

my twin :D

the Birthday Girl (:

as i was sliding in... xD

AIMAN o:

IN THE TOILET...
>;)

on another note..... HAPPY FATHER'S DAY POPS.

my dad, the golf freak. who is like a big brother to me sometimes, like to bully me one. lol. my dad is one mischievous person. but when he's serious, he really is.. he's hilarious most of the time, and his advice is really helpful. kinda helps build my personality. really reminds me of sabreena's dad. hahahhaha
anyway daddy i hope you liked the cake that i chose (:

to my Superdad, i love you <3 style="text-align: left;">and mummy, im angry at you for dropping the cake! D:<

@#$!@#!$%!#$%$^@%^&&@$^&^%^**%^*^&^#!$%@%%^#^&&(%#!!!!!

cause you dont wanna miss out. (:

after a long post, im off to study abit. (:
am i making you feel guilty?
well im terribly sorry.

2009-06-17T21:51:00.002+08:00

OH DAMMIT,

Cheer 09 is clashing with the Librarian Installation!
on the same day, almost the same time.

I WANT TO GO CHEERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.

to support Dynamitez again.
eeshness.

TOMORROW'S NIKKI TEOH YEN MAY'S BIRTHDAY! ;D

2009-06-14T10:04:00.001+08:00

going for lunch with the drama team at 12 (:

btw, Happy Father's Day to Every Dad in the World :D

& Happy Birthday JitSun :D

God Bless the broken road that led me straight to you

2009-06-13T23:29:00.001+08:00

sometimes things fool me.
do i want him?

i dont know.

attention attention

2009-06-11T23:48:00.004+08:00

DEAR NUFFNANG, IF U ARE READING THIS, CONTINUE READING,
IIF U ARE NOT, THEN. well too bad for you. >;(

ANYWAYYYYYYYYYYYY,
u better be reading cause what you are about to see.
is crowned picture of the year.
its retarded-ness+unbalanced hormones
so i present you.........

hie. patience is a virtue.
and u get a free burger.
thank you.

would u like fries with that?

HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHHAHAHAH

TOTALLY DUDE.

no sorry that wasnt picture of the year.

it was picture of the moment.

ok this is the real deal...

okay fine u get another burger.

im not gonna give u anymore fries! ugh. annoyinngggg

ready?!

3

3

2

2

2.1003

1

......

HAHAAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH

u gotta dig the shades. seriously.
very. "in"
im gonna let u figure out who that is, cause um. u might be ROFLYAO
(rolling on floor laughing YOUR ass off)

RETARDED?

YES?

or

YES?

adrenaline rushing through my veins

2009-06-11T20:13:00.002+08:00

ohkay. holidays are ending.
not a very happy thing for me.
T.T

heres a short short notice

-INSTALLATION committees, theres a meeting on MONDAY
very compulsory. mmhmm.. (:

so anyway.......
i better lose some weight after choreographing all those steps T.T

******

mummy cooked curry! :D
*i feel a sore throat coming. faeces

*****
ANYWAY.
HANNAH MONTANA WAS THE shznit.
better than what i had expected.
to those of u who arent miley fans.
WATCH IT.
she looked more real in the movie,
and u get to see more of what happens behind the stage.
something that u cant in the series, they just show like short clips of the concert and it looks not reallly real.
so really, hannah montana the movie is really good.
because

RASCAL FLATTS AND TAYLOR SWIFT WERE IN IT!
OHMAI...
i was so happy. (':
the voices were so goodddd
Lucas Till was ever so hot and charming (:
Miley was really pretty ((:
Billy Ray was HOT when he was performing.
LOL

i was angry because they shortened taylor swift's Crazier!! DD:
*not satisfied.
hahaha
hoedown throwdownnnnnnnn!
we didnt like get up and dance . we just like roughly moved and we sang. alot of songs.
hahahahaha
i cried when they sang butterfly fly away.
(':

*******

the gardens in OU, has exceptionally good black pepper chicken chop :D
must try. it was so sad we had to gobble down everything in minutes cause we were late for 17 again.

ZAC EFRON MELTED MY HEART (':

2009-06-09T00:11:00.002+08:00

and restaurant city. still. wont. load.

they might as well just close down the game CAUSE THERES NO FRIGGIN WAY TO PLAY IT NOW.

im having . the biggest mood swing ever.

thanks to some people over here.

i hate it how they judge the people they dont really know.

my dad just loves to backstab people, its like his hobby.

and he thinks its funny.

when its not.

sometimes i feel stupid.

how could i have lived with these shit.

im sick of them doing things that are selfish.

like as if human beings had no feelings

this sucks.

and im not happy.

every sky, was your own kind of blue.

2009-06-08T22:34:00.003+08:00

hey YOU, how was your day? (:

anyway, im pretty bummmed out because i think tomorrow night's not gonna happen.

but my blog's new look is cheering me up (:

well, kinda.

im very satisfied with it .. so far..

since i made everything myself..

except for the background.. it was just something that i managed to google out.

but i like it.

its all purple becauseeeee.

well because it needs to match the colour of my dress

hahahah.

wasnt even intending of making a new header.

i was just playing around with my pictures and finding for stuff to edit then i saw that that picture was actually very suitable to be a header *note the very very white background

not like a normal picture with stuff behind you, unedited.

******

andrea is so random, posting young pictures of people and their "now" pictures. loll

going to watch hannah montana tomorrow.

i still miss night at the museum 2.

zupah funny yo. :D

******

yesterday went for a very very sucky dinner at subang.

called what. uh.. some random name lah.

daddy's fault! suggested that place because it was very good a few years ago. lol

in the end we had to gobble stuff that was terrible.

OH,yay, i found another 15 year old thats somehow taller than me.

i am relieved. (;

******

OMG LA WEI RESTAURANT CITY IS PMSING.

IT WONT LOAD.

BUT SOMETIMES,

JUST WHEN ITS INITIALIZING........

SUDDENLY,

*blablablasomecrapshitandstuff*

CLICK HERE TO RETRY

*blahblahbullcrapsfaq*

WTFBBQSHITTTT

@#@!#$^^%*$%^$%#%&(&*$^)(*&^%$#@#^%$#@%$#%$#@#@

amazingly annoying i tell you, i could kill playfish.

they should change name lah.

slowfish / stupidfish.

PROOF

dogdammit im so mad. ):

*im so sorry to all of you that has to listen to my complaints.

i just. BLAH.

refer to the top for brighter notes. -.-

*sunshine, if i could tell you that i miss you, my heart wont feel so heavy anymore.

remember.

2009-06-05T18:57:00.003+08:00

i need to learn how to cope with life.
the responsibilities, and how sometimes, when people push things to you on such short notice?
aahh, and studies. the guilt i get when i cant get the time to study..
but the fact that im in a class filled with people who dont wanna listen in class, slowly makes my guilt dissapear.
its not like i could choose my class..
and ive tried to pay attention,
but oh boy, u have no idea how hard that is..
i love my class nonetheless.

hmm..
ive got a week left to get the dance ready.
many THANKS to weinian for DROPPING OUT of the choreographing because of the time he needs as an event coordinator.
its okay dude. i understand.
and, ANYONE KNOWS WHERE I COULD LIKE RENT RETRO STYLED CLOTHES?
IM VERY SERIOUS HERE, I DONT CARE WHO U ARE BUT IF U KNOW PLEASE TELL ME,
ill marry you.

i wish we could choose which school we wanted to go to every morning.
it would be real good.

the only thing i could pray for right now is cooperation from the people performing,
not only would it make life easier but i dont need to see anymore white hair growing out of my head.
*happy happy

SOMEONE SLAP ME I NEED TO UPDATE OHMY-SLURPS ASAP.
gah!
*slaps self

i wish penguins wouldnt attack you when u get too close
i wanna hug one right now, or a polar bear, any cuddly thing would do..
ppfftt.

i just revamped my restaurant in RC.
it all started out when i saw they added a new roof. the greek roof.
i wanted a new bigger base.
there was the large base, but it was 40000 coins.
i wanted to get that. so i stared at the computer for a long time
dragging it to the screen to see if it looks good
and dragging it back to the iventory when i looked at the price
i had 45 k then.
in the end i bought the 10k base.
im pretty happy with my purchase. (:
then from there i ended up decorating my restaurant with a Greek theme

looks like that. btw, click it to get a better view. (:
and they only rated me 3 stars. _._
hahah..
lalalalala
mummy's nagging like a mad woman O:

byebye (:

So much more to life, at Sweet Sixteen.

2009-06-01T13:33:00.015+08:00

i have so many things to plan.
but i keep thinking that i have nothing to do during the holidays
i feel messed up.
ppfft.
anyway, im gonna blog about SHU MEI'S SHU FEI'S SWEEEEEEET SIXTEEN ;D

first of all, i was expecting like a formal dinner thing u know?
the slow dances and yea, the typical birthday dinner.
oh boy, was i very very wrong.

so it starts out a few weeks ago when shu fei passed me a cd, which was an invitation, it was very thoughtful of them to make the invitations themselves, and it wasnt like for 10 or 20 people, it was for um.. im guessing around 80??

so I was told i could bring a friend.
asked Sabreena, but her eye got that thing again! *curse curse
so i asked Zoe then asked Andrea
FINALLY, someone could go with me.

before 6, went to get the twins presents..(:

so Andrea came to ss2 at about 6 something, i got ready and daddy picked us up LATE.
aih.. and he was also going for a dinner with mum in Subang.

then we reached Holiday Villa.
we needed a nice little bag/ribbon to hold the presents
so we tried the souvenir shop.
omg, so ugly la the ribbon.
so we dropped that idea and thought of an alternative,

so we reached Lifestyle late. ahhaa
and there they were, the twinssss dressed so nice :D
especially shu fei's one, omg, so BLING. hahaha

before we could go in, i heard like some really loud music playing inside.
and smelt like the pub smell . hahah
went in and ...
walao, dark dou sei.
hahahahahha
something that i certainly did not expect,
makes u feel like you went there for clubbing. xD
so went in and felt abit weird cause we didnt really know anyone.
till i found JingWei and Shermaine (':
hahaha..
JingWei's brother, ZheHan was there too..
so Andrea and I just sat down for awhile with everyone,
grooving with the music. hahahah
the place was nice, lounges, sofa's, and the walls was covered with pictures of pin-up girls (well half of the pin-up girls) and suddenly, got one Nirvana poster there. lol so kekok.

then warmed up abit and stuff,
then they dunno played what song,
we went and danced. lol.
seriously, the environment makes u go high. xD
shockingly, the ever so self concious and the zuper humble one,
seriously, DANCED.
omg.
felt good nonetheless.. x)
Sabreena i didnt strip :D

the dancefloor was abit small so it was packed there.
there was these big fat metal poles surrounding the dancefloor. hahaa
i asked andrea wanna go pole dance anot.
HAHAHAHA.
but really i never thought that i would ever dance like that in public.

they had some performances by these guys called " USHER " and some random dude.
not bad not bad (:

and the waiters there ah. omg, they clear the plates and glasses so fast, its like once u lift one finger off the glass which is filled, theyd take them away. :S

halfway we went for foodddddd.

they were serving buffet and i love the sanwiches(:
syrup for drinks,
no alcohol whatsoever, if there was alcohol i could imagine the environment >.<
haha and we danced even more and more and more.
there were a few solos.. theres this guy who popped. he keep repeating the same moves. xD

OH did i mention they hired a cameraman videoing everything.
and the light of his video recorder was so. GLARING. hahaah.

so kesian the twins lah, they had to walk around so much didnt get alot of time to dance ):

and kesian andrea also, she wanted to do the body paint thingy,
but everytime she went there also, got alot of people.
in the end when it was empty,

the lady went out of paint =.=!!!!!

hahahah during the 10 minute break, andrea and i went out, to camwhore.
hahahah. pictures will be posted up soon (:

went back and they were playing games, before that tho, Shermaine's parents came to pick her and JingWei and ZheHan.

SO EARLLLYYYYYYY.

camwhored abit before they went home,
and in the end the twins cut their cake, it was a jelly cake i think, purple. and super pretty. (:
then last round of dancing, then went home.
before that, we were supposed to get like goodie bags. and andrea's dad was already there.

so i

TOOK OF MY HEELS, HELD THEM AND RRANNNNNNNN

hahahah. my feet hurt when i went home.
got one blister on my left foot. heh.
overall, it was zuper fun (:
oh and i saw Szen Li there too,
haha its such a small world. (:

great party, great people. awesomeness (:

PICTURES!.

HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN SFEI AND SMEI (;

We're dancing to the Jailhouse Rock

2009-05-30T13:09:00.004+08:00

HELLO WORLD.

first and foremost, Teacher's day was superbly awesome.
maybe not to all, but to us who were performing, it was tremendous,
i mean, to have En. Zol and Mr. Allen to snap off their ties to do the twist with us was.
MIND BLOWING. i mean , seriously, how epic is that?
its not ever so often that u see these, somewhat stern teachers getting down and boogy their asses off?
hahaha
the most shocking part was when all the teachers came up to the stage and twisting with all of us,
at the end of it, pn Faridah gave a few of us a High 10. hahaha and she held my arms and she shouted ESTHER YOU CAN DANCE :D and she said something performances something. i didnt get her cause obviously it was so loud there. haha
u shouldve seen her face it was. priceless.
ahahaha its not everyday u see pn faridah laughing and dancing right? (:

now that holidays are here, i can now sit back and enjoy.
wait, maybe not, the thought of pmr just makes me feel guilty for not studying.
tomorrow's Shu Fei and Shu Mei's sweet sixteen! :D
gotta find something to wear.. hmm..

im starting to play YoVille! on facebook.
they make characters so cheap.
u kiss someone and u get 9 coins.
average is usually about 6 coins but if u kiss someone u get 9.
wth.

AND RESTAURANT CITY!
I have just increased my level and i just hired Andrew.
cause at least he has nice clothes on.
hahhaha.
i need more space in my restaurant and i have an open air toilet.
and these customers, pee/shit with their pants/ skirts on.
how nice.

went for an outing yesterday right after teacher's day.
supah fun. haha
then went for cikgu khairi's.
i was dog tired by then. and went home to my condo.
and halfway watching the Covenant ( supah hot guys man. can melt ur TV.)
i fell asleep.
AT 11. I WAS SO SLEEPYYYY.
and i woke up in my bed. so blurrrr.
i forgotten how i went to sleep yesterday.
hahahah.

i desperately need a new skin. im getting bored of mine already,

ARENT YOU?

BYE (:

Emotional Anonymous.

2009-05-27T14:08:00.002+08:00

have you ever thought of running away from home?
because nobody seems to understand.
all they do, is be unreasonable.
not support you in every way.
but instead. crushes your hopes that maybe, just, maybe there is someone who can actually relate to you.
i dont understand people sometimes.
i feel like, the alien among everybody else.
i dont even understand why im so nice to everyone.
does it make a difference?
when they need you, youre like gold,
when they dont need you, youre nothing. absolutely nothing.
and your existence dont mean anything to them
so i guess thats how life is eh?
wait. correction, its how MY life is.
and probably right now someone is annoyed that im being so pessimistic.
well stfu. youve never been in my shoes before so go away.
i dont know why but maybe my life was cursed or something
everything just has to go wrong.
trust me, if right now i told you, i hope i get all As for pmr,
i wont get it.
never
its always like this
i dont know what i did wrong
other people, gets everything without even trying.
the attention, the acknowledgment, everything.
without even trying
and pooof, there it is for them to take it

i cant help but be agitated by that.
is God fair or not?
yea i bet every Christian reading this post will be like,
OF COURSE HE IS , just wait, he has big plans for you.
well hie, im sick of hearing that
every single time

im being too self concious.
and i hate myself.
wanna hate me too?
join the club.

more than just lemons.

2009-05-25T21:42:00.004+08:00

i just watched Asia Uncut. Wendy Cheng a.k.a Xiaxue was featured and i realised the way she spoke english very .. cina. ahhaha. though her vocab is not bad..

now everytime i turn on the computer i play restaurant city 24/7 non stop man. seriously darn addicted.

tomorrow im not going to school again.
im sorry anusha ):

went to school at 2 today for dance.
Sze Ting with utmost randomness came and said if i wanted to do a part of a dance for Teachers Day.
ahaha so um i'll be dancing on teachers day? haha
i LOVE dancing to Circus. so... fuh.hahah
*no weinian, i dont specifically like to dance to sluttish sluttish songs -.-' haha

probably have to finish choreographing Do It by this week.
JabbaWockeeZ so cool with the masks.
and everyone! Watch This.

supah amazing yo.

goodnight.

come mari kita kepoh skit.

2009-05-25T18:12:00.001+08:00

DARN CUTE LAH WEI. SUPER CUTE!!!
AHHHHH CUTENESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HAHAHAHAHHA BUNNYYYYYYY
WATCH WATCH ITS SO FREAKING FUNNAY
;D

because its love.

2009-05-24T20:29:00.004+08:00

okay.i have moved my computer closer to my eyes. it looks weird.

just now i had to bend my back 45 degrees just to look i dont know why ..

im starting to think im long-sighted. DOGSHITSS.

gah. anyway i have three tags to do. And i have updates for ohmy-slurps.

OH YEA GUESS WHAT. mummy's friend is gonna help me make an official website for ohmyslurps.! :D

its official! and were gonna have members and newsletters for everyone!

*happy happy*

Sabreena is having my card reader and i think i lost my cable. D:

i have so many pictures to upload!

whats pulling me back, however.

is that

-the keyboard! i HATE!! the material is so irritating..! like the astro remote's material. i just... hate it, that feeling.UGH.

-the chair. my nice nice comfy office chair's wheel came off cause it was rolled to many times if u know what i mean..

so now im sitting on this antique-ish wooden chair. ugh its so.. hard and i cant curl up in it! *annoyingness.

but i will upload the pictures :P

mummy's in somewhere...

daddy MIA.

so im alone. heh.

ANUSHA WHEN ARE U GONNA BE BACK FROM CHURCH?

hmph.i need to see firuzzzzz :P

Rules & Regulations.
1. Do not copy the answers.

2. The tag questions must be 100% same

3. Tag people after doing the tag

4. You may tag the person back if you want to

5. Must be honest in everything.

I tag:

(at random)

1.Sabreena

2.Siew Ho

3.Aileen

4.Wei Nian

5.Andrea Chan

6.William Tang

7.Tze Chung (dont have to do it again) haha

8.Andrew Yeong

9.Caryn Toh

10.Iman Kenny G xD

How do you know 1? [Sabreena ]

Primary school in standardddd 4..

What would you do if you never met 2? [Siew Ho] /-why is siew ho at no.2 -.-\

erm.. life wouldny be as funny i guess. haha

What would you do if 3 & 4 dated you? [Aileen and Wei Nian]

Aileen is already my penguin! and apparently we're all WeiNian's loupohs. lols

Would 5 & 6 make a good couple? [Andrea Chan and William Tang]

MAYBE. :P

Do you know anything about 8's family? [Andrew Yeong]

um... nope.

What do you think about number 9? [Caryn Toh]

pretty (:

What language does 2 speak? [Siew Ho]

English, Bahasa Melayu, Cantonese and maybe more?

Who is 1 going out with? [Sabreena]

Me. :P

How old is 4? [WeiNian]

He's 16 this year (2009)

Who is 6's favourite singer? [William Tang]

taylor swift

Would you date 1? [Sabreena]

already dating ahahahahhaha

Is 10 single? [Iman]

yeap :P

What is 9's last name? [Caryn ]

Toh

Would you consider being in a relationship with 1? [Sabreena]

-.-

Which school does 7 go to? [Tze Chung]

Taman Sea.

What do you like about 3? [Aileen]

her blurness and naiveness sometimes xD

Would you date number 5 if he/she asked you to? [Andrea]hahahahhahaha

Who's number 10 to you? [Iman Najwa]

the one who will always be there (: RIGHT IMAN?!

What is number 2's favourite football team? [SiewHo ]

i dunno. does he even watch football??

Is number 7 cute? [Tze Chung ]

hahahahahhaha. u do know cute means adorable but ugly right? so nooo..

tagged by Yun Lynn

1. Who are you?
Esther Tan

2. Are we friends?
duh. hahaa

3. When and how did we meet?
librarians! =)

4. Did you like me at all?
of course lah!

5. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it
.lynn cause um.. i dunno haha

6. Describe me in one word.
unique

7. What was your first impression of me?
i forgot. ahhaha

8. Do you still think that way about me now?
uh. hahahah

9. What reminds you of me?
the name and 3 cempaka.

10. If you could give me anything what would it be?
ahem ahem.

11. How well do you know me?
i dunno? xD

12. When's the last time you saw me?
the day before yesterday

13. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
nope...

14. Are you going to post this in your notes and see what I say about you?
i guess so? hahaha

15. What is my best attribute?
being a friend. (:

I wan to tag:
1. Aileen
2. Samantha Cheh
3. Tze Chung
4. Declan
5. Andrea Chan
6. Sabrina Ooi
7. Benji Ng
8. Poh Wei
9. WeiNian
10. KarMun

karmun i owe u a tag!

bye.

Sunset

2009-05-22T22:29:00.002+08:00

mid term's are over.
yes, esther, its over.
after all that mad studying and the growth of 3 completely white hair,
its OVER.
well for now of course.

______________

i suddenly dont feel like i have this connection with my school.
i dont like it. yeap dont like it.
hatred is drowning me. i find ahem kinda like an obstacle, something that i need to go through in life, cause when i grow up, theres gonna be so much more of these perasan bitchy freaks thats just gonna make life worse. Well, i take it as a good thing. i just need to learn to endure the pain. That pain in the ass.

______________

Anusha and I are addicted to each other O:
hahahah
its so fun to have her around and going to her house.
Renukka's personality is so .. unique :D
and Richard is so bimbo lah. xD

slept over at Anusha's yesterday. Stayed up till 1 something talking with Anu and Richard.
so funny la. Richard is so dramatic @.@
and omgosh, the blanket was as soft as cotton candy. so comfortable laaaaaaa.
thank you richard for being so hospitable.

AND TODAY. OMG. YAY. FIRUZ (the guard dog) (however u spell it) GOT USED TO ME ;'D
he didnt bark at me anymore
and now he knows me
and he doesnt need to be tied up anymore for me to go into the house :'D
and he wont bite anymore
gosh im so happy.
so now i have to go back to anusha's house more often to keep up the relationship with Firuz so he wont forget me.
:D

sugar and sandy is so cute laaaa
sandy just loves attention but sugar demands attention man
these two girls. woah la.
fight over firuz
ahhaha

_____________

also. AGM was today. where we choose who holds which post and stuff.
so results!

President : Erique Phang
Vice Pres: Seah Sze Ting
Secretary : Wong Yinn Yin
Asst Sec : Hoe Wei Nian
Treasurer: William Tang
Asst Treasurer: Michelle Lim
Discipline Manager: Tee Jin Chuen
Asst Discipline : Joan
Library Manager : Esther Tan :D
Asst. Lib. Man: Cheah Kar Mun ((:
Media Manager: Lee Eu-Gene
Graphic Manager: Lee Mindy
" 2: Shannen Kok
" 3: Ho Xin Jin
Funding Manager: Tan Wei Yuen
Asst. Funding : not sure yet hahah
P.A Manager : Kuh Fui Swen
" 2: Lim Jun Wai
" 3: Gabriel Tan

Form 5 Rep: Nabilah
Form 4 Rep: Wan Yun Lynn
Form 3 Rep: Leow Zhan Yeh
Form 2 Rep: Heer Raj

i hate it that were called Managers instead of Directors like we used to. Rawr.
BUT. congratulations to everyone who's on the B.O.D.
looking forward to working with u guys.. (:

I think. i will love. being Library Manager. i dont know why.
haha.

U shouldve seen Erique;s face
when kayjun announced that he;s the new president.
he bloomed out from his seat like a flower
and said THANK YOU. THANK YOU.
hahaha priceless i tell you..

then went back to anusha's house and went to the park to cycle.
gosh
the sunset and the view was seriously so calm.
with the wind blowing into my face
ahhh
really
calmed me down..

<3 esther

im taking back my love.

2009-05-17T20:30:00.002+08:00

im drowning in guilt that im not studying science.
i just.. CANT.
ARGHH.
I SUCK AT THE EYES AND THE HEART.
AND THE PLANT REPRODUCTION.

I JUST WANNA KILL MYSELF AND WAKE UP ON WEDNESDAY. (god willing)
the fact that nobody is blogging nowadays make me feel even worse.
i told myself if restaurant city doesnt load i wont study
so did i study?

-restaurant city didnt load.

-__-
i did some work while having dinner at euro deli with some family friends and i forgot my camera. D:
we ordered like a ton of food to share.
gosh i could feel the weight increasing.

how nice.

brbbrbrbrbbrbrbrr.

I NEED TO STUDY.

SOMEONE SLAP ME. UGH

Dont Stop This Train.

2009-05-17T11:41:00.004+08:00

restaurant city is bitching.

>;(

cant loaddddddd . !^$%&^&

*****

on a brighter note, Anusha came to study at starbucks and ended up sleeping over :D

and why are all the male baristas in Gloria Jeans and Starbucks all so cute and charming?

haha..

*****

guitar class was fun.

Sab and I were learning on of our favs.

-Love Bug

and

-Youre Still The One.

at first i wanted to die when stanley told us the chords for youre still the one.

because IT WAS ALL BAR CHORDS D;

hate hate hate bar chords dyou know that?

and sabreena was giving me the sarcasm 'thanks esther! ' (:<

but we ended up learning the simpler version.

with only one chord to bar. :D:D:D

chicken picking/plucking sounds funny. you know?

buhbye

:P

Thats what you get for wakin up in Vegas (;

2009-05-16T13:51:00.004+08:00

hahahahahhaha. retard.

hello world :D
yes im aware that i should be studying right now but heck cares. im not that scared yet. :P
so. ive got so many things to update about.

1. Aileen and Sam's bday picnic!!
2. sleepover at Sabs :D
3. Sivics project at nikki's.
4. Starbucks study session with Anusha (:

5. birthday posts. (:

SO. i just have to make it through this week and baby my blog's gonna go wild. (;
but before that, i have more than 70 chapters to study altogether.

AINT LIFE BEAUTIFUL?

someone special.

2009-05-10T13:19:00.003+08:00

i didnt know what t do for my mum this year for mother's day.
so i made a card for her. not exactly a card
its like a hanging photo frame? something like that.
darn i forgot to take pictures
-.-
so i was supposed to wake up early to stick the card on her door (inside) and she sees it when she wakes up.
but she woke up early with my dad cause he was going for golf
dammit
so when she went out i ran into her room
and sticked it on the door
and went out
and she was coming
she saw me
and came to me
and was waiting for me to wish her
but
i pretended i didnt know what day it was
and she was so dissapointed
she was like.
its mothers day u know?
ahhahaha
then she went into the room
and
she didnt close the door
so she couldnt see. so i was like " mummy, look. " then i closed the door and she saw
and there was a message.
i wrote. in CHINESE (':
for the first time, i wrote a message in chinese, hey, for a half banana, thats a great achievement
(':

okay tonights gonna be nice. i think.

dreams. i hate this word.

2009-05-07T22:49:00.002+08:00

okay i guess i didnt keep my promise when i told myself i would stay away from the computer for studies. x_x
i just.. cant studyyyyy.
i feel like petroleum.

"pressure from above, heat from the ground"

soooooo. pressurised.
i wish my mum would stay in singapore forever.
just come back only know how to nag.
she only knows how to scold me but never know her mistakes
she could leave the tap on the whole day and laugh about it
and when i do it. its like i killed barney and the kids come chasing me with knives.
its so stupid. im so scared that when i grow up and become a mom, ill be like her.
im so scared.
so im here to remind my future self that i will NEVER ever. scold my children if i have made the same mistakes.
she complains that my things are everywhere. so? her things are at one place only is it?
my stuff on the table. she scold. where else can i put it?
huh?
i was nicely awaiting for her arrival and then . instead of a happy face she puts for her friends, she nags. nag nag nag.
gosh, im trying to keep this relationship as happy as possible,. is that so hard to play along?
im so scared to tell my mum anything. cause the first thing she'll do. is nag, she scolds and scolds.
see why so many parents are failures? because they dont trust their kids and they dont listen.
thats why , thank God, we have friends.
sometimes i really dont know what i did wrong, everytime im trying to be nice to my mum i get slammed in the face every time.
is it so hard to at least just treat me like she treats my sister?
i bet she's annoyed by her too.
great. mother's day is coming. wonder if my mum will appreciate what i wanted to do.

this sucks.
she's gonna scold scold scold. thats all.
i cant wait to go school.
i need to get away for awhile, the more i see her, the more we argue.

sick.

2009-05-05T19:22:00.001+08:00

just when i really wanna study, i fall sick.
it has always been like this,
i think its because i worry alot. i become paranoid and stuff and therefore i fall sick.
almost everytime theres an exam im either having a fever or flu.
this seriously has to stop.
i hate being sick
the feeling sucks
ugh.

l4d craze. haha Sabreena watch this! :D

2009-05-04T22:08:00.002+08:00

i dare to go near the witch now. :P

i never said i wouldnt use cheat right? xD

sabreena!

use sv_cheats 1
, god,
then sv_infinite_ammo 1
i think u gotta enable that setting in options under keyboard/mouse.
but it'll turn ur achievements off D:

i love cheatsssss and u know we can spawn the bosses so u can get witches in the safe room :D
hahahahha

wheeeee~

ohohoho, go youtube and search for boomer's day off. :D

ttfn xx

rawr

2009-04-27T22:06:00.003+08:00

seriously, another person comes to me and tells me, girl, ur pmr coming, must study u know, if not blablablabla, im gonna go crazy, i would kill someone.
URGH
im so pissed you know? at everything.
did i mention, i HATE THOSE PEOPLE WHO SERIOUSLY HAVE NO LIFE, AND DESPERATELY NEEDS SOME ATTENTION AND THINKS THAT THE WHOLE STUPID WORLD HAVE TO EVOLVE AROUND THEM.

SERIOUSLY.
PISSES ME OFF SO MUCH I REALLY HONESTLY COULD KILL SOMEONERIGHT NOW

RAWR.

omgosh im so annoyed right nowwwwww ARGH.
everytime my mum comes by she'll probably come so close to look at my com's screen. -__-'
seriously can i have some space?
and she keeps interupting me when im watching Oprah, LIKE EVERY SINGLE TIME OKAY DOGDAMMIT.

EESH, IS IT SOOOO DIFFICULT TO JUST PRETEND I DONT EXIST AND LEAVE ME ALONE?!

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im not gonna go through the emotions again.

2009-04-26T22:13:00.002+08:00

ladies and gentlemen, i might be away for awhile ):

im gonna concentrate on my studies now.

so. yeah, you wont be seeing me that much anymore )':

and i have to update the food blog. @.@

xoxo

esther

Silence could be so loud.

2009-04-26T20:46:00.002+08:00

HELLO

okay today was a pretty normal day.
i forced myself to sleep in. (i KNOW!)
until..........

I GOT A MESSAGE FROM MELVIN! YAY!

no thats not why i was all excited. :P

its the contents of the message that mattered most.

HE SAID.

OMG ESTHER UR BLOG IS ON NEWSPAPER!

ZOMG .
at that moment i thought, what, my personal blog is on newspaper?! what did i write wrong? or was it so interesting or sumthin. then i remembered. OH YA. FOOD BLOG. HAHAHAHAHHA.

i couldnt breathe i tell you. i couldnt. i called sabreena straight away, and then i called my mum, and i smsed the whole world cause it was so.. SURPRISING?

i needed a ventilator.
SERIOUSLY.
i couldnt breathe and my heart. LOL
yea im a dramatic person mind you. (:

so i asked melvin which page it was on. and he told me and as i flipped thru the pages anxiously i just couldnt wait till i see it :D

AND THERE IT WAS. RIGHT UNDERNEATH PN FARIDAH BEGUM (yes, the KH teacher, 3 Mawar) 'S ARTICLE. OMG. THERE IT WAS.

Sunday April 26, 2009

Shrimp extravaganza

Compiled by RENITA CHE WAN

BLOGGER Esther Tan Jen Chze (pronounced Zee), who detests beef and lamb, is a high-schooler who loves to share about her food expeditions and Facebook plays an important role in this teenager’s social life.
Not too long ago, Esther, along with some friends went to The Curve, Mutiara Damansara in Petaling Jaya to try out the food at a new restaurant.
Bubba Gump Shrimp Co has already made a buzz among the bloggers as there numerous reviews already.
Bourbon Street Barramundi
Esther ordered many dishes to try them all at one go.
“Although the food there is kind of expensive, the food is awesome with a capital ‘A’,” she wrote.
The restaurant is aptly named as it offers shrimps, shrimps and more shrimps! The first dish she ordered was the Four Kinds of Shrimps. Although she didn’t try them because some of the shrimps were raw, it was still good nevertheless.
The dumbluck prawns served with Cajun marmalade.
She doesn’t really remember most of the dishes’ names, but according to her, the dishes were delicious.
Not only are the main dishes good, the desserts are excellent as well, she reported. According to her, a diner should leave room for dessert at Bubba Gump.
Blog URL: www.ohmy-slurps.blogspot.com

FOR THE LINK CLICK HERE

OHMYGOSH. ahahahhaa

she chose the pictures taken by pohwei :D
and since i didnt write anything cause i only posted pictures, whatever the thing said was said by pohwei :D

so its like, pohwei;s name is bigger than my name on that article. :D

GO POHWEI!

anyways this means that, we MUST update more often cause the whole malaysia couldve seen it.
and im so happy cause they advertised for US without us paying anything!
cause usually you;ll have to pay a few thousand ringgit to advertise, so we were lucky :D

and i told my dad, the first thing he said was, write to them and ask them to pay you for advertising without ur permission ._.

he didnt even congratulate me or somthing -____-!!!
i have a funny family. i really do.

melvin's dad suggested i blog about kampung restaurants :D
hahaha and melvin;s hand is in one of the pictures! :D
xD

and puan faridah writes for the star?!!
woah man. thats cool xD

just now we went for dinner and my mum started pushing everything to me to let me take pictures. xD

all in all, melvin cheah jen wai you rawk! :D

dum dee dum dee dum

2009-04-23T19:52:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY MELVIN GOH :D

*the awesome talented person :D*

thanks for being the best pianist we couldve ever had for drama,

for the terrificly awesome soundtrack you composed :D

have a great 17th! and all the best everything (:

also, Happy Birthday Joe Vuei!

and Happy Birthday Kimberley Koh! :D

have an awesome official 14th (:

okay,,

2009-04-20T22:14:00.000+08:00

okay guys, to view the full version of my previous post, i recommend that u read this one

click here

Do the Helen Keller and talk with your hips

2009-04-19T20:47:00.008+08:00

HELLO. I'd like you all to meet, 3 Mawar. (:

READY?

CAMERAS,

LIGHTS,...

ACTION ;)

meet Zoe Lim Shu Mai.

profile : the 'sex goddess of 3 mawar.
Gave birth to all of us (except for me :D, and rajvin and dunno who)
part of the life of the class.
Esther's partner-in-crime. (:

~when theres trouble you know who to (not) call..
Zoe and Esther!

and then theres me, Esther

Profile : Popularly knowned as the "cute" (-__-)!!! one.
always MIA in class.
the partially sarcastic one,
the easily amused one. (:
Zoe's Partner-in-Crime >;)

DID I MENTION WE LOVE THE CAMERA LENS?

oh yes we do.

Meet Chu Shan on the left.

profile: the pretty one (:
the one who does her work but never realises it.
the purple one. (:
Nikki's lesbo mate. :P
bwahahaha.

then meet Nikki on the right :D

profile: the "ohmyGod ARE YOU SERIOUS? :D" one.
the cheerful one.
the guy magnet BD
Chu Shan's lesbo mate :P

MEET TAN KAH LI.

Profile: she's a newborn baby in 3 mawar.
she's from pangkor BD
the prim and proper one (tho im not very sure)
hahaha

MEET DANIEL on top.

Profile: the dustbin (jk :P)
would randomly just pretend he's holdin a rifle or a shotgun or a sniper and start shooting at .. the.. air. -__-
the small one :D

MEET Danien Foo Meng Zhung

Profile: the one who randomly bursts out laughing and stops within seconds and puts on a serious face. hahaha
the music expert BD
our very own www.metrolyrics.com :D
the one who resembles Jay Chou if u look closely. O.O

Meet ' the gang ' -.-'
hahaha

some of them will be the horniest people you'll ever meet in school (:

OKAY. ENOUGH OF OBSCENE STUFF :D all in all,

3 MAWAR

IS

AWESOME.

remember that. (:

in these 3 days, i took 194 pictures.

-to update my blog
- to update Oh My Slurps . :P

2009-04-19T19:35:00.002+08:00

i couldnt go BLB cause i was sick. )': )': )': )': )': )': D': D'':

D':

2009-04-16T14:46:00.002+08:00

i LOVE LOVE LOVE this edit. its so abstract-ish? lol, but it looks like a design for a pamphlet for a church rally. hahha

just so you dont get bored reading my posts, ive decided to, for the first time post a picture at the beginning of my post :D

um, missed school yesterday cause i was dead tired. so i was pretty thankful my mum didnt nag when i woke up and straight away went for the computer. I had mango for breakfast, and drank TEA :D i love tea, theyre like the best stuff man. english tea, chinese tea, whatever tea lah. as long as their not sweet (: okay so anyway. went to this new maths tuition lah. the teacher was good, but like all menopaused women, she nagged alot. students kinda got used to her nagging so they didnt cared much. i think i saw a guy there which looked like the chs's drama's lead actor. lol. and saw Aileen's friend there too :D and Shaun Foong (however u spell it) Justin Fan and alot of DJ-ians.
we were doing Algebraic Expressionas, and because of the pressure caused by that teacher, i actually understood it and it was actually easy. LOL. can you believe that? me, esther tan saying that maths is easy -___-' after two hours, transporter came.

song of the day : So What

because majority of the classs were singing this song. (:
when pn suaihala came into the class , zoe, huixian and I went and asked teacher about her pregnancy/ birth. omg after talking to her we were very sure we didnt wanna have kids next time x___x

then went and chat with anusha and stuff.. then chat with kuru, josiah and rajvin.. Daniel was trying to sexually harass everybody. -.-

kuru made his own version of I hate this part right here. LOL. damn sick man,

i cant take it any longer,
my d*ck is getting longer,
i am steaming faster ...........

OMG. I WANTED TO DIE. hahahahahhahaha.

* iwannachangeBlogSkin. * :P

2009-04-15T19:38:00.001+08:00

the things people do for love ;

when they say, Love is Blind, theyre not wrong. really..

tag(s) by amanda loong which were long overdue. heh.

2009-04-15T17:12:00.002+08:00

1.Those who get tagged must answer the questions about themselves.
2.At the end of the post, tag 10 people except the person who tagged you. (tagger)
3.Continue this game by sending to other people (refer to rule no2)

Time:5.13
Name: Esther Tan Jen Chze

Age/Birthday: 15 since the 17th of January (:

School: a Seaparkian

Elder sister: Louise jie jie :D
Younger sister: -
Younger brother: -

Favourite liquids[drinks]: pure plain water and TEA :D

Favourite consumables[food]: fishyyyy and prawwnnnn :D

Favourite place to sleep: in my room? lol

Flying?: yea, by airplane :D
Swimming/Diving?: swimmin :D
Couple?: of pancakes.

Loved ones?: dearest friends and family, my rockstar/pebble (:
Get kicked on the butt: nope. even if there was that person would be dead by now :D
Allergic?: NOTHING BABY. NOTHING >;D
Whole fortune: wwhat?
Age of marriage?: 1000000000. proves that nobody will marry me (:
Childrens wanted?: refer to the above (not the 1000000000)

Age of death?: a.l.a.p, as late as possible.
Animals in house?: me, the panda :D
Longest fingernail ever kept: im not that random to keep track. haha

Wanted birthday present: Life. ( the board game ) , a tamagotchi (dont ask why) , Jay Chou related items :P
The end? : of?

Q: In your dream, a god tells you that you are a billionare in your dream world and gives you a wish. What would you wish for?
A: to stop starvation and poverty.

5 things to do:
-set test papers.
-get ready for KH
-choreograph dance
-check email

-tag people

things that I am doing right now:
-doing this tag

-i cant multitask so much u know -__-

i tagggggg...

-Sabreena

-Aileen

-Andrea

-Melvin

-Andrew

-Sam

-Zoe

-William

-Kar Mun

The 7th National English Debate Cup @ HELP college.

2009-04-14T20:57:00.003+08:00

okay so today we spent the first two periods in 5A for a mock debate, it could just be my second class already since we're always there for mock debates.

i tell you, Riyal is like the only one who can suck up to a teacher and make it look so funny and not irritating. im guessing its the eyebrow? >;)

at 11 pn. Malathi drove us ( Zoe, Ashikin, Danush and I) to HELP college, we spent the whole time talking about everything and Danush was doubting teacher's driving skills because she was a woman. hahahahaha..

so we reached and once we got in , honestly that place smelt like toilets. Lol.

went to register ourselves and i saw Sean :D (you know, sean, sean soon from the christmas hall in bangsar?)

never knew he studied there.. and his hair now is.. um.. generally, its better. :D

ate lunch and stuff and we found a computer lab so we did some extra research.

then we went to the room. and there was this judge which i really liked, he was a cheerful and open guy. :D

okay, so we were debating with a team from smk Aminuddin Baki, which i've never heard of before, a team of Form 5's which im certain have experience in debating.

and we were only three form 3's who're total freshies at this whole thing. hahahhaa

if you were there to watch the debate, you would just want to run and scream I SUPPORT THE GOVERNMENTTTTTTT (yea w're the opposition :D)

honestly, very convincing. hahah

i forgot to state a few of my points so my speech was about 2 minutes behind time D:

so obviously they won :D

but i dont feel any sense of dissapointment or stuff like that, cause, they were pretty darn good.

i hate losing, but the fact that we lost to a very professional team, i accept defeat. (:

and anyway debate is not my main priority. especially when u want me to support animal testing (got me feelin guilty after the debate) .. hahaha

after the whole thing, went out and saw phuay yee, our ex-head girl. and then is saw Quang Hui, whose hair is much nicer now. hahahh. didnt get to say hi to him tho. he was rather busy..

Joshua Tay was there btw :D and he told us that on his first debate competition, he stoned. lollll.

I wouldve never thought that Danush is actually is quite okay after all. hahaha he was nice, he didnt mind it that we threw everything onto his pretty much filled hands. :D

the girls felt so free, i felt as if i lost weight. hahahha hey, have u any idea how much papers i was holding?? @.@ it was as if i was carrying a tree -__-' did i mention, danush is so fun to have around sometimes for bullying purposes :P

so teacher drove us back to school, hung out at the library for abit. and went to ss2 to get some comfort food from secret recipe cause i we felt shitty. hahahahhahaa

had brownies, and yogurt cheese cake, spaghetti meat balls, lasagna. we over comforted ourselves, we were so full we couldve just died.

so i guess thats all then :D

till then, readers. (:

jersey no. 17 (:

i had a debate the rain. (:

2009-04-13T20:39:00.004+08:00

haha i feeeelll random.

i went to blogger.com just now and saw this

andrea posted 1 second ago. SO pro ryte. omg sorry man, super boreddd..

okay, debate cup is tomorrow and um.. i've no confidence whatsoever. so um. yeah. haha

anyways today skipped the whole day of class for debate discussion, and they had win lose or draw in the library but we couldnt go, they had reps already ): but we went for maths at the end of the day..

after school went to the library for awhile then went to eat with weinian jinchuen and shannen.

and went back up to library to kacau Andrew and Melvin (who were doing their Nilam, so rajin ryte?!) :D

dunno what happened to zoe, she took out a book and started reading it out loud -___-

we wanted to die. LOL.

then went into apd room to choreograph dance. wei nian ah, really alot of turning here and there leh. can faint xD

at 3 went for volleyball :D it rained abit then it got heavier, but knowing us, we continued playing la. :D

normal lor, went back home exhausted.

hmm. good luck to me for tomorrow then, i'll go collect my self confidence and self esteem from the devil now. (:

by a rather humble esther

2009-04-12T22:12:00.004+08:00

oooh to the chs person who wasnt kind enough to leave a name in my cbox, i'll have to reply u here cause em, my cbox doesnt allow me to type so much at once.

soo, i dont know if u were part of the drama team, but, i really thought u guys were sweet (:
and i am happy for you that you got first, so heres another Congratulations :D

it might be boring for you, but i might've been touching and interesting for others. i appreciate the fact that u admitted that our play was boring. so thanks for the opinion. but, dont i have the right to complain?

we didnt just get on that stage that day without sacrificing.
*okay, im getting pissed*
we worked hard. we worked our shit off okay, so if u wanna tell me NOT to complain, STFU.
and this is my blog, so again, STFU.

maybe u were just shallow minded because the script was deep, okay? real deep.
right now im seriously hoping ur not part of the drama team, cause i cant imagine someone from the team who is so fucking stupid and shallow minded, also the one who would use ur school's name instead of ur own to post such comments on my box. and yes, u do have the right to leave a message and say whatever u want, but please lah, think thoroughly first at least, go through that big brain of yours u guys got first, okay? of course u wouldnt understand how we feel, but maybe you do.

and theres no need to tell me we need to get good actors because we will and we did, beauty is in the eye of the beholder and maybe u just didnt like our actors. And thats in your own opinion. i understand that,

so, anymore pearls of wisdom you'd like to share with me?

cause if not, STFU okay.

and thank you, ur the first to admit im fat :D
yea i know i am, so thanks for the reminder :D

i bet u feel shitty now that im not as pissed as u want me to be, sorry, i dont entertain inconsiderate people like YOU :D

bye BD

as a matter of fact...

2009-04-12T09:27:00.002+08:00

I have a load of homework to do.
Maths especially.
i really suck at time management.
i tend to pay alot more attention to the things i want to do, well dont we all?
and yea, i slack alot in school work.
@.@
and maths, ohmygod, i suck so bad.

TOMORROW'S MONDAY ALREADY D;

*i feel you, Garfield.*

light on

2009-04-11T18:44:00.002+08:00

i love contacts :P
i dunno why people find it uncomfortable when they wear it for the first time.
its SOO comfy, i dont feel anything. :D
and alot of people said i look better without specs. o.o?

anyways

VOTE FOR CHRISTOPHER SAW AT WWW.LEOIDOL.BLOGSPOT.COM

IF U HAVE VOTED, OPEN A DIFFERENT BROWSER AND VOTE AGAIN!!
OPEN, MOZILLA, INTERNET EXPLORER, SAFARI AND EVERYTHING ELSE AND VOTE!
10 MORE HOURS BABY!!! QUICK!

LOL.

2009-04-10T16:02:00.002+08:00

pohwei told me some jokes. :D

1 ) Ah Beng comes back 2 his car & find a note saying 'Parking Fine'
He Writes a note and sticks it to a pole 'Thanks for compliment.'

2 ) Ah Beng : Why are all these people running?
Man : This is a race, the winner will get the cup
Ah Beng : If only the winner will get the cup, why others running?

3 ) Teacher: 'I killed a person' convert this sentence into future tense
Ah Beng : The future tense is 'u will go to jail'

4) Ah Beng told his servant: 'Go and water the plants!'
Servant: 'It's already raining.'
Ah Beng : 'So what? Take an umbrella and go.'

4 babies died...aww...

went up to heaven and an angel saw them, and picked the first first baby up.
It was a Ang Morh.Angel said: Wahhhh your skin so white, hair so blonde, eyes so blue, i give u wings u go be angel.

then the angel picked up the 2nd baby.
it was a chinese. Angel said: Wahhhh you skin so nice and smooth, ur eyes and hairs so nice and black, i give you wings u go be an Angel.

Then after that, the Angel picked up the 3rd baby.
It was a Malay one.
Then the angel said, Wahhhhh!!! such a beautiful baby. Skin is sooo nicely tanned!
i give u wings, u go be an angel.

The last baby was on the floor, and the angel picked it up.
Examine the baby and said: WAHH!!! UR HAIR SO BLACK, YOUR EYES SO BLACK, YOUR SKIN SO BLACK I GIVE U WINGS U GO BE BAT!!!

Principal: Do you know how many school rules there are?
Student: Yes, there are ten.
Principal: So do you know what will happen if you break any of them?
Student: There'll be nine left.

On a dark and stormy night, an American, Canadian and a Jew were in a horrible car accident. All three were rushed to the hospital, though all three had died before they arrived.

Just as they were about to put the toe tag on the American, he awoke and opened his eyes. Astonished, the doctors and nurses asked him what had happened.

“Well,” said the American, “I remember the crash, and then there was a bright white light, and then the Canadian and the Jew and I were standing at the pearly gates of heaven. St. Peter approached us and said that we were all too young to die, and that for a donation of $150 we could return to the earth.”

He continued, ” So of course, I pulled out my wallet and gave him the $150, and the next thing I knew I was back here.”

“That’s amazing!” said one of the doctors, “But what happened to the other two?”

“Last I saw them,” replied the American, “the Jew was haggling over the price and the Canadian was waiting for the government to pay his.”

A blonde, socially ridiculed decided to hang herself from a tree in the park and commit suicide.

A little bit later, an old lady walked around noticed her hanging from the rope and swinging.

She asked her what she was doing and if she needed any help.

The blonde firmly replied, "I am committing suicide by hanging."

The old lady says, "You are doing it wrong sweetie, put the noose around your neck not the Waist."

The blonde replied, "But when I do that, I can't breathe!"

HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA!!

The best days of your life.

2009-04-10T14:53:00.005+08:00

To those secondary school Debate teams, u can check out the Help college website for more info. (e.g who you are competing with, time, rules & regu.)

and for us, Smk Taman Sea, were gonna be debating with SMK AMINUDDIN BAKI

lol, whatever school that is.

and our motion is This house would not experiment on animals for human benefit
our stand is This house will/should experiment on animals for human benefit. since we're the opposition.

dammit la i feel mean for having to support animal testing :X

go the webbie for more info :D
Click here

anyway, listen to kellie pickler's The best days of your life (: damn nice, feat taylor swift which u cant hear in the song. (actually can la haha) i rmb huixian telling me " u know who is taylor swift's sister?"

" SUZUKI SWIFT "

(-______-)"

'Cos I'll be there, in the back of your mind
From the day we met 'til you were making me cry
And it's just too bad, you're already had the best days
The best days of your life

Ain't it a shame?
A shame that everytime you hear my name
Brought up in a casual conversation
You can't think straight

And ain't it sad?
You can forget about what we had
Take a look at her and do you like what you see?
Or do you wish it was me

CHORUS:
'Cos I'll be there, in the back of your mind
From the day we met to the very last night
And it's just too bad, you've alreasdy had the best days
The best days of you life

And does she know?
Know about the times you used to hold me
Wrapped me in your arms and how you told me
I'm the only one

I heard about
Yeah, someone told me once, when you were out
She went a little crazy ran her mouth about me
Ain't jealousy funny?

CHORUS

... with me was a fairytale love
I was head-over-heals 'til you threw away "us"
And it's just too bad you've, already had the best days
The best days of your life

I heard you're gonna gt married
Have a nice little family
Live out my dreams with someon new

But, I've been told that a cheater
Is always a cheater
I've got my pride, and she's got you...

'Cos I'll be there, in the back of your mind
From the day we met 'til you were making me cry
And it's just too bad, you've already had the best days
The best days of your life...

Of your life
Oh, oh, yeah
You're gonna think of me
You're gonna think of me in your life
Oh, oh, yeah
It's a shame, it's a shame...

six of one. (:

2009-04-09T17:00:00.002+08:00

okay, today most probably could be described with one word, shitty. well at least i felt shitty.
well firstly, id like to say that judges that judge in any competition could be the most stupidest people in the whole entire world ; and i mean that in the best way possible (: not.
its either they're buyers, bribed or just downright ridiculous.

i think we did so well today, we WERE our characters. we honestly, deserved to win. im not blowing my own horn here cause im so sure we had such a high chance of winning. All of us put in so much fucking effort into drama. I personally started from a not so good actress but i progressed so much, so did everybody else, because of practice, the amount of effort we had to put in. The number of sacrifices we all had to make for the team. I told myself we will make those hard work pay off. WE MUST. but, because of stupid judges, it didnt seem so.

like what ive told a few people, when they announced that we got 2nd. i felt, emotion-less
i wasnt sure what to feel. i wasnt even sure HOW i felt. i didnt know if i shouldve been thankful, or i shouldve been disappointed and sad and emotional..

i was doing fine, because i knew i did my best and i gave my all. but when i stood up and i saw danielle and neil's expression. i didnt know why but i felt as if i was carrying such a big responsibility and guilt. they were honestly disappointed. It made me question myself straight away. Whether or not i couldve done any better, i know i did my best but i still questioned myself. Losing is not easy at all, that feeling of all ur hard work and effort and dreams being crushed in just several seconds just sucks deep down to the core. ive lost several times, so i never kept high hopes, if youve read my posts before you'd know that life always goes against me, just nothing, NOTHING in this crapshit world would go my way even just for 1 minute. I know how much drama means to danielle, neil and jit sun especially.. And i certainly am in no place to tell them i know exactly how they feel, no matter how passionate i am about drama. but we did awesome, we knew that. (: its just those ****** ******* ****** ******** ***** judges went and compared us with last year. SO STUPID RYTE? mother c*****. as the judges ur not in any position to compare with last year's performance, you are supposed to compare us with the other teams on that day. Honestly, u dont deserve to be the judge, and you all need to get spectacles, cause you are all blind. next time, ur tables should be on the stage, to give you a clear look. (:

i'll never forget today.
i'll never forget the hard work.
i'll never forget those who have sacrificed together.
i'll never forget the tough times
i'll never forget the good times we had,
i'll never forget the jokes we laughed about.

i'll never forget the cast and the crew who have made Six of One, a Taman Sea production, happen.

we may not get together anymore ): sighh..

since i feel crappy, i want the whold world to know, souljaboy sucks so bad he should die right now.

pumpin' adrenalin.

2009-04-08T21:51:00.002+08:00

DRAMA IS TOMORROW. *heart beats faster* *faints*

okay. personal checklist is done.
top, slacks, shoes, CONTACTS (yay!), what else what else?!

omg
okay im gonna be fine
okay cardigans cardigans.

and erm. i guess thats all?
after months of hard work, and after days of staying back so long to be coached,
its finally here.

im sure WE, as a team, will make those hard work pay off.
tomoro, we shall own :D
hahahhahaha

wish us luck taman sea-ians. (:

anyway today for volleyball, it was so super unfair.

I TELL YOU I DONT FREAKIN UNDERSTAND WHY THEY MUST CHEAT.

i mean , like they cant accept the fact that they suck or something.

they big umbrella kept falling down and i think it was on purpose.
so that they can cheat. and not change our points.
-___-!!

and during the students recess these bunch of small little assholes came and watch
and when our team wanted to serve and all the guys were like , Fuck you, and Bitch Bitch Bitch Bitch and show middle finger.

WALAO. FUCK YOU GUYS MAN, GOT NO MANNERS JUST SHUTTUP LAH, i know u got no mother to teach you so just keep ur stupid useless mouth shut. jackass. go . to. hell.

we got so pissed, so pn ernice went to them and gave them a lecture? hahaha
we got fourth, but its alright, we had fun cheering, we did our best, just hoping the opponent's team will feel that they have won. but without pride. (: because they cheated. (:

ah well, thats for schools who know they suck.

i feel so much better now. (:

tell me darlin' true (:

2009-04-07T23:12:00.004+08:00

okay i suck at updating.
heh.
okay so here's my latest post?

Early April What-not's.

D-d-d-d-Drama :D

okay, competition's this Thursday and its gonna be held in our school :D
really hopefully we'll get an awesome audience. (:
i tell you, crying is tiring. LIKE, seriously. i never knew it'd take up so much of ur energy, putting in emotions and stuff.
ive grown to love the drama team (:

Danielle, Zoe, Mere, Jit Sun, Adri, Riyal, Neil, Yuen Ling, Ranee, Little Sam, Sam Lim, Lyn, Rachel, Kedric, and the new addition ...... Melvin :D who is super the pro at piano and guitar >.< style="font-size:180%;">Volleyball

okay, its tomorrow. were gonna be fighting for 3rd place.
i got my jersey today. i may not like the colour combination, but the number sure does make it awesome.

"Jersey number 17. "

>;D
my bday :D

wish us luck (:

Taman Sea Ngo Si! Eh Sai! >;D

Debate

okay im supposed to be doing research right now.
but im not gonna be in school
and mr Mail does not know that. hhahaha
ashikin's ALONE. D:
anyway debate is fun. its just that i get muscle spasms at my mouth sometimes which makes me wanna laugh, hahaahaha.

Installation performances

okay. ive got alot of things to do now.
because of drama and volleyball ive been kinda neglecting librarians D:
which really is hard for me.
but after this week, hopefully ill get way more time for librarians..
hopefully..

_____________________________

anyways today during volleyball, there was this giant ant on nikki's head.
i tried to like, whack it off, but it went inside the hair
then i was like panicking like crazy that the red giant ant will bite her or someting so in the end i didnt know what i was doing,

I WHACKED HER HEAD/ FACE.

HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA..

damn funny. IM SO SORRY NIKKI!!! XD

okay, tomoro's BOD meeting. IM REALLY PRAYING I GET BACK TO SCHOOL ON TIME @.@

smexies xo,

esther

the not so small fif..........teen. =D

2009-04-05T22:15:00.007+08:00

siew ho better pay me advertising fees.
this whole post, kind of evolves around him. hahah
you shall see why.

on the 5th of April, burgerboy, i mean, siew ho was born :D

he looks like he's molesting my baby D:

no, he doesnt play guitar :P
wait, he does. *fort minor's where'd you go rings in head*
bwahahahhaa.

anyway, on the 4th of April
a super last minute plan came about
and, sabreena decided to plan a dinner for siewho
wanted to ask erm.. voon pang, zhen jian, (no i dont know them) nikki, melvin, joshua, ren chii, amanda.
but since it was soooooo last minute everyone couldnt go.
so it was just, andrea, sabreena, iman and I.
hahha

so freaking last minute okay.
i skipped english matters .
=D heh.

so sabreena went back.
and came back later with andrea and siew ho.
we were still deciding where to eat at the last minute. haha
andrea wanted to go the cave but we said too far, someone said go Mc D.
-______-
its in the same row -______-

so we went swensen's since iman was already there.
when we were walking there, siew ho open the umbrella, the whole thing kind of.. erm.. flew up?
LOL. looked darn funny.

yea, we laughed super alot
like crazy assholes.haha
there was this donkey family there.
got that super lan c face -__-
so then everything was normal and stuff.

sabreena and I were supposed to buy cake.
but i dunno why we ended up getting an Earthquake.
i came up with the idea of putting candles in ice- cream :D
*not the smartest idea but, oh well :D*

and duh, we wanted to give siewho a surprise so when sab and I were worrying how in the world to surprise him when he's sitting there, siew ho wanted to go toilet :'D

ahahahhahahahha

so then i started to panic and stuff, andrea and sabreena went up to stall him.
how? she proposed the most wonderful idea! ; to camwhore. hahahahhaha

he came down, and yeala, surprise surprise :D
stupid siewho. his reaction was like .
*stone for awhile* then. "oh."

-__________________-!!!

hahahaha. then we were supposed to stuff siewho's face with ice cream but ended up feeding him 4 spoons at once. :D

okok, ive got no time already, so here are the pictures (:

hahha kena fed 4 spoons at once BD

2009-04-03T17:57:00.000+08:00

I just need some time to recover.

change,

2009-04-02T18:57:00.008+08:00

April 02 2009

okay, after a million years of leaving my blog alone, im back :D
its not my fault that im not updating.
mummy didnt pay the bill on time so they cut of my life support.
O:
but i got it back today, so. happy happy (:

this week has been the most busiest week for me.
considering the fact that drama and volleyball competition is next week.
ive been staying back in school everyday till about 5.
and ive got pn faridah's work to do.
OMG
i could just die.

ive been angry and sad and feeling tak puas.
drama rehearsal and volleyball mssd is on the same day.
and pn ernice, said she knows its hard for me to choose when it really not hard at all.
so she said i should stay for the rehearsal and not go for the competition.
i felt like the whole world just stopped and looked at me like as if im an idiot.

volleyball meant almost the world to me.
and to skip volleyball MSSD, i repeat MSSD. for a drama rehearsal,
its so... ugh.
dont get me wrong, i love drama too and i understand that i play a major part of the drama so i have to be there but.
considering all the effort ive put in for volleyball, i feel like crap. AGAIN.
i can even serve so consistently now and i can tell you that ive progressed so much since the first few weeks.

luckily for zoe, she has to go for the competition because pn Ernice said it loud and clear i could hear her voice ringing in my head now that " Zoe has to go, she's the captain she has to be there "

so, only Zoe is important now?

nevermind.

anyway i feel so uberly shitty now
i could ask the whole world to go kill themselves and go to hell.
have i mentioned that its so UNFAIR?

ah well. assholes. (:

anywayyyyyyy.

on the 27th of March, two babies i know was born :D

first up...

Adele Tan Kay Ann :D

(my favourite picture with her :D)

Turned 15!

Happy Birthday Adele :D
stay pretty without even trying x)
stay extravagant
enjoy life (:

and next upppppp.

Josiah Lim Ern Soong :D
(ew i look so stupid.)

turned 15 also :D

have a good one and may you have good hairdays everyday :D

looked thru old pictures and heres what i found.
hahahha

reluctant kiss?
hahah

Kuruu
Zoeeee

loves,

HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA
DONT U JUST WANNA LAUGH AT ME.?
cause im laffin at myself right now.

:D

Run Forest Run!

2009-03-25T18:44:00.003+08:00

okay, after about 2 days of being anxious and excited about the Tetanus jab,
i finally got it. :D
when i went to the room, it was empty. and cold. and these nurses were just sitting around and stuff.
so then i sat down and suddenly i felt abit scared. hahahah
the nurse asked : have you got ur BCG before?

OHYEA. OMG. I JUST REALISED. BCG is that ugly mark right?!!! OHSHIT. I THOUGHT ITS THE ONE U GOT SINCE U WERE A BABY. SHIT I DUN HAVE BCG. THEY ASKED SO MANY TIMES. SHIT SHIT SHIT. AM I GONNA DIE?

D;

crap wei. anyway the nurse was trying to find for the mark. but my sleeve couldnt go any further so yea, they had to believe me words.
hahaha.
then she put the needle on my skin,
felt a slight poke, and i got ready cause i knew she was gonna push that thing. hahaha
but. she said...

okay finish already.

i was like what? thats all?
i was expecting something like a sharp pain, and i thought i could feel the needle penetrating through my skin.

but all i felt was a poke.

lol.

honestly, my arm is really filled with muscles. i dunno why. but i have alot of muscles.
LOL.
so maybe its because of that i couldnt feel anything,
haha.

drama drama drama. i wanna act. but drama is PROJECTING PROJECTING PROJECTING VOICE.

D:
gosh i'll have to work REALLY REALLY hard.
):

debate discussion tomoro.
we are disagreeing that sports is an unnecessary part of education.

gonna be fine. cause i mean, theres so many reasons sports should be a part of education.

AND I DIDNT KNOW PN ZAINI WAS IN AUSSIE UNTIL AILEEN, WHO IS FROM BU3, TOLD ME.

-_______________________________________-

hahhahhaha.
i WANT THE COMBINED LANGKAWI TRIP!

CAN GO LANGKAWI WITH LEENNNNN :'D

*sniff*

i miss that picture.

esther

Gee Gee Gee Gee Baby Baby baby. (:

2009-03-23T22:39:00.004+08:00

i heard we're getting our jabs tomorrow.
im sad.
because.
im not going school tomorrow D:
darn i was already kinda excited for the jab.
):

ah well.
i better make it in time for Drama. >.< > TWO EPISODES OF THE NANNY D;
eventhough ive watched every episode, The nanny is hilarious.
like ice cream.
yes, ice cream is hilarious.
(:

ooh ooh ooh, roll the credits lyrics. its the first song u hear on my playlist.

(Roll, roll the credits)
Boy in the beginning
The beginning it was me and you
I was bonnie you were clyde
And we were running
We were running for the list we knew
(Roll, roll the credits)
But then in the middle
In the middle you went and changed the script
Took a pencil and erased my happy ending
Instead of loving you I feel so sick
(Roll, roll the credits)
I know you directed it
Im sure I produced a bit
So whys that chick stealing my show

Baby tell me who is she
I need to know her name and number
Tell me who does she hang out with when youre not together
I aint gonna do nothing crazy
I just need you to hear me
(Roll, roll the credits)
Roll the credits
And tell me how many of your friends you told all about it
They said you working last friday night when I was calling
Did you lie to all of them too
Or was I just a fool
(Roll, roll the credits)
Roll the credits
Yeah yeah

You worked undercover
Gave her every single line I owned
And it doesnt make me feel any better
That you took her places we would go
(Roll, roll the credits)
I thought you were meant for me
My name should be on that screen
Tell me whys that chick playing my roll

Baby tell me who is she
I need to know her name and number
Tell me who does she hang out with when youre not together
I aint gonna do nothing crazy
I just need you to hear me
(Roll, roll the credits)
Roll the credits
And tell me how many of your friends you told all about it
They said you working last friday night when I was calling
Did you lie to all of them too
Or was I just a fool
(Roll, roll the credits)
Roll the credits

I know you directed it
Im sure I produced a bit
I thought you were meant for me
My name should be on that screen
We werent even at the end
But you started auditioning
And let somebody star in my show

(Baby)
Tell me who is she
I need to know her name and number (I need to know)
Tell me who does she hang out with (tell me)
When youre not together (who does she)
I aint gonna do nothing crazy (aint gonna do nothing so crazy)
I just need you to hear me (I just need you, I just need you to hear me baby)
(Roll, roll the credits)
And tell me how many of your friends you told (tell me)
All about it (who did you tell)
They said you working last friday night when I was calling
Did you lie to all of them too (all of them too)
Or was I just a fool (oh a fool)
(Roll, roll the credits)
Roll the credits
Roll the credits
Roll the credits
(Roll, roll the credits)
Roll the credits
Roll the credits
(Roll, roll the credits)

Anyway, heres Girls Generation and their NEW song Gee.

(which means something like ohmy gosh.) ahaha

HONESTLY, IM USUALLY NOT INTO

THIS KINDA CHIO THING BUT.

THE SONG'S CATCHY AND THEY ARE NOT LALA.

hahahah

AND. THE DANCE MOVES ARE REALLY GOOD.

and i sengaja put it to high quality

to enhance ur experience watching this.

SO APPRECIATE MY THOUGHT

AND WATCH IT dogdammit.

THANK YOUUU. (:

and thank you Sabreena for introducing.
now im HOOKED.

OH YEA. the first video is the normal one.
the second one is best, its the whole dance itself. and its really nice la. (:
oh just in case, this is K-pop. (:

and if u CAN sing along. here's the lyrics. hahaha (:

Tiffany: Aha! Listen boy
My first love story
Jessica: My angel and my girls
My sunshine
Oh! Oh! Let's go!

Seohyun: Neomuneomu meotjyeo nuni nuni busyeo
Sumeul mot swigesseo tteollineun girl
Gee Gee Gee Gee Baby Baby Baby
Gee Gee Gee Gee Baby Baby Baby

Tiffany: Oh neomu bukkeureowo chyeodabol su eobseo
Sarange ppajyeosseo sujubeun girl
Gee Gee Gee Gee Baby Baby Baby
Gee Gee Gee Gee Bab Bab Bab Bab Bab Bab

Yoona: Eotteoke hajyo (Sunny: eotteokhajyo)
Yonna: Tteollineun maeum (Sunny: tteollineun mameunyo)
(Dugeundugeundugeundugeun) dugeun dugeungeoryeo bamen jamdo mot irujyo

Jessica: Naneun naneun babongabwayo
Geudae geudaebakke moreuneun babo geuraeyo geudael boneun nan

* All: Neomu banjjak banjjak nunibusyeo No No No No No
Neomu kkamjjak kkamjjak nollan naneun Oh Oh Oh Oh Oh
Neomu jjaritjjarit momi tteollyeo Gee Gee Gee Gee Gee
Jeojeun nunbit Oh Yeah joheun hyanggi Oh Yeah Yeah Yeah

Sunny: Oh neomu neomu yeppeo mami neomu yeppeo
Cheotnune banhaesseo kkok jjibeun girl
Gee Gee Gee Gee Baby Baby Baby
Gee Gee Gee Gee Baby Baby Baby

Sooyoung: Neomuna tteugeowo manjil suga eobseo
Sarange tabeoryeo hukkeunhan girl
Gee Gee Gee Gee Baby Baby Baby
Gee Gee Gee Gee Bab Bab Bab Bab Bab Bab

Seoyeon: Eojjeomyeon joha (Seohyun: eojjeomyeon johayo)
Seoyeon: Sujubeun naneun (Seohyun: sujubeun naneunyo)
(All: Mollamollamollamolla)
Seoyeon: Molla mollahamyeo maeil geudaeman geurijyo

Taeyeon: Chinhan chingudeureun malhajyo
Jeongmal neoneun jeongmal motmallyeo
Babo hajiman geudael boneun nan

* Repeat

Yuri: Maldo motaenneun geol neomu bukkeureowo haneun nal
Taeyeon: Yonggiga eomneungeolkka eotteokhaeya joheungeolkka
Taeyeon & Jessica: Dugeundugeun mam jorimyeo barabogo inneun na

toodles?

haha

esther

this is long overdue

2009-03-22T22:25:00.002+08:00

on the 21st of March, this baby was born :'D

CarmenCheahKarMun,

happy 15th birthday (:
its been 15 years here, you've gone quite a long way havent you?
be happy, be pretty, be you (:

and u jgn emo ah, u jgn sad, or my live spirit will haunt you @.@

hehe.

anyway, holidays over. school's tomoro.
ugh.
i heard we're gettin our jabs tomorrow.

cant wait.
to see who faints. hahahaha
i heard it was really pain.
oh crap.

nonono, if i can endure pain like when my nail came off, i can go through this!

:'D

half-life 2 : portal

2009-03-22T20:38:00.002+08:00

omg i wanna play this.
but honestly, if there was like a time limit for this game,
i'd fail terribly.
it kinda reminds me of the rubik's cube.
because it kinda tests ur logical skills.
loll

VALVE MAKES REALLY GOOD GAMES.

thank you for l4d (':

2009-03-22T20:03:00.000+08:00

WHAT?

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